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i am a waste. i am a complete failure, a complete idiot, a complete nothing. Y did i not realize this sooner? The things that make me "perfect" R the things that make me vulnerable. There R many things that i no longer believe in. i should have realized that long ago. But instead, i forced myself 2 learn the same lessons over and over again. Or maybe i just do that because i don't want my "perfection" 2 boost my ego 2 much.
i do not believe in 4-ever, always, never, or any other sort of infinitive. That's quite ironic, seeing as though i once knew some1 who said the same thing. i was even more dumb and naive back then and i couldn't understand Y any1 would ever say such a thing. But people have been kind enough 2 prove 2 me that infinitives R lies.
i do not believe in promises. Every single promise any1 has ever made 2 me has been broken. With a 0.0% accuracy rate, i have no reason 2 believe in promises. The only promises ever kept were those made by me. And they matter not.
i do not believe in hope. There is no hope. i once hoped and i once had hope. But they went away with the promises and reoccurring betrayals.
i do not believe in the common usage of that which we call a "heart". People should not "follow their hearts". Doing that is just as pathetic as hoping 4 something. U're only setting yourself up 4 failure. And the world doesn't need more of me.
i do not believe in the existence of my own heart. There may have been a time when i had a heart. Maybe i used it 2 much. As a shield, at times, i suppose. With all that i have let others do with/2 my heart, i cannot imagine how anything would B left of it. And so i have no heart.
i do not believe in love. They say love will save us all...love can heal the world... Yeah...just look at your world. Then tell me if that's true. Love is just another broken promise. No1 knows what "love" is anyway and that which we do call "love" does not last...much like "4-ever". "Love" is a putrid combination of all that i no longer believe in. It is "always/4-ever", it is a "promise", it involves "hope" and it is "felt" with a "heart".
Again, i beg any1 2 try and prove me wrong. But don't waste your time on it. U don't have "4-ever", U know...
i do not believe in 4-ever, always, never, or any other sort of infinitive. That's quite ironic, seeing as though i once knew some1 who said the same thing. i was even more dumb and naive back then and i couldn't understand Y any1 would ever say such a thing. But people have been kind enough 2 prove 2 me that infinitives R lies.
i do not believe in promises. Every single promise any1 has ever made 2 me has been broken. With a 0.0% accuracy rate, i have no reason 2 believe in promises. The only promises ever kept were those made by me. And they matter not.
i do not believe in hope. There is no hope. i once hoped and i once had hope. But they went away with the promises and reoccurring betrayals.
i do not believe in the common usage of that which we call a "heart". People should not "follow their hearts". Doing that is just as pathetic as hoping 4 something. U're only setting yourself up 4 failure. And the world doesn't need more of me.
i do not believe in the existence of my own heart. There may have been a time when i had a heart. Maybe i used it 2 much. As a shield, at times, i suppose. With all that i have let others do with/2 my heart, i cannot imagine how anything would B left of it. And so i have no heart.
i do not believe in love. They say love will save us all...love can heal the world... Yeah...just look at your world. Then tell me if that's true. Love is just another broken promise. No1 knows what "love" is anyway and that which we do call "love" does not last...much like "4-ever". "Love" is a putrid combination of all that i no longer believe in. It is "always/4-ever", it is a "promise", it involves "hope" and it is "felt" with a "heart".
Again, i beg any1 2 try and prove me wrong. But don't waste your time on it. U don't have "4-ever", U know...