"Don't touch me / i'm unclean..."
i feel so sick. As always. i am so sick of everyone always telling me how wonderful and perfect i am. Their lies only make it worse. Of course, maybe that's their intention. They're all against me. They tear me apart, piece by piece, but they do not let me die. They fade away 4 a while...things start 2 look better...and then they return.
i am a failure. All i ever wanted was what people told me i deserve...but those same people also told me that i'm perfect. All lies.
i am a whore. Every1's garbage that they throw away without a 2nd thought when they're done with me. Feelings? We wouldn't know of those. This is America.
The only person who can give me answers is avoiding me. Do i forgive 2 easily? i don't know. i thought love was about forgiveness (as well as other things). And so i forgive. Doesn't that mean anything? And all of the promises... i keep my promises.
Why? Because i'm perfect.
i am a failure. All i ever wanted was what people told me i deserve...but those same people also told me that i'm perfect. All lies.
i am a whore. Every1's garbage that they throw away without a 2nd thought when they're done with me. Feelings? We wouldn't know of those. This is America.
The only person who can give me answers is avoiding me. Do i forgive 2 easily? i don't know. i thought love was about forgiveness (as well as other things). And so i forgive. Doesn't that mean anything? And all of the promises... i keep my promises.
Why? Because i'm perfect.