"Don't tell any1 about this..."
So, anyway, i just got a phone call...
...but who could i tell?
The memory is like a movie that U've watched a thousand times. U remember every line, every action, every angle, every detail. U can go 4 months without seeing the movie...but it is still there in your mind. i have tried 2 ignore the memory. Pretend that it was never there. But i cannot.
Another memory... Something that i don't tell any1... i talked to some1 the other day. She mentioned..."her". She told me that no1 believed "her" or what "she" said. And so i've been living a lie 4 the past...almost 4 years. i have lived in fear, running from what apparently had been a lie all along. i almost didn't want it 2 B a lie. i didn't want 2 accept that "she" could have ever gone 2 such great lengths 2 hurt me...2 literally destroy my life (or what i am told is a life). Instead...it seems as though i have destroyed "her" life... Or have i? It would seem bitterly appropriate that the 1 battle i never wanted 2 fight...is the only battle i won...
...but who could i tell?
The memory is like a movie that U've watched a thousand times. U remember every line, every action, every angle, every detail. U can go 4 months without seeing the movie...but it is still there in your mind. i have tried 2 ignore the memory. Pretend that it was never there. But i cannot.
Another memory... Something that i don't tell any1... i talked to some1 the other day. She mentioned..."her". She told me that no1 believed "her" or what "she" said. And so i've been living a lie 4 the past...almost 4 years. i have lived in fear, running from what apparently had been a lie all along. i almost didn't want it 2 B a lie. i didn't want 2 accept that "she" could have ever gone 2 such great lengths 2 hurt me...2 literally destroy my life (or what i am told is a life). Instead...it seems as though i have destroyed "her" life... Or have i? It would seem bitterly appropriate that the 1 battle i never wanted 2 fight...is the only battle i won...