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Ronald,
I don't know if you knew this by now, but.. my dad has been really sick lately, he's been to the doctor and I don't know what the hells going on with him, which has me worried for one thing. And honestly, you and I getting mad at each other, really isn't helping anything at all. I just think it'd be better if we split. I still want to be friends with you of course, and I guess maybe sometime in the future if it's possible.. we can get back together, but not now... I'm sorry.
mishee.
That's basically what it said.. I know there were a few more things on there and the wording isn't exactly right.
But really? My dad is beyond sick.. he didn't wake up at the right time this morning, he went to the doctor yesterday and basically wouldn't tell me what was wrong. And then Ronald got mad because I had an inside joke with Tiffany today right during band class and yes, he got mad and said he didn't like that we weren't being honest in our relationship.
I wrote him that note in the notebook, gave it to him right before he got on the bus and felt like I was about ready to cry.. but tried to push it out of my mind.. until now.
I've realized my stupidity, but at the same time, it's still probably for the best.. and I know he'll be mad and pissed off and every other thing you could possibly think of.. but I really need to concentrate on my school work.. and just everything...
I don't need him telling me things that push me down farther than I already am...
I'm sorry Ronald, you may not think I am, but I am, I still care, and I still love you. I just can't deal with everything like this at once. I'm sorry.
I wouldn't doubt it if you couldn't ever forgive me...
mishee.
I don't know if you knew this by now, but.. my dad has been really sick lately, he's been to the doctor and I don't know what the hells going on with him, which has me worried for one thing. And honestly, you and I getting mad at each other, really isn't helping anything at all. I just think it'd be better if we split. I still want to be friends with you of course, and I guess maybe sometime in the future if it's possible.. we can get back together, but not now... I'm sorry.
mishee.
That's basically what it said.. I know there were a few more things on there and the wording isn't exactly right.
But really? My dad is beyond sick.. he didn't wake up at the right time this morning, he went to the doctor yesterday and basically wouldn't tell me what was wrong. And then Ronald got mad because I had an inside joke with Tiffany today right during band class and yes, he got mad and said he didn't like that we weren't being honest in our relationship.
I wrote him that note in the notebook, gave it to him right before he got on the bus and felt like I was about ready to cry.. but tried to push it out of my mind.. until now.
I've realized my stupidity, but at the same time, it's still probably for the best.. and I know he'll be mad and pissed off and every other thing you could possibly think of.. but I really need to concentrate on my school work.. and just everything...
I don't need him telling me things that push me down farther than I already am...
I'm sorry Ronald, you may not think I am, but I am, I still care, and I still love you. I just can't deal with everything like this at once. I'm sorry.
I wouldn't doubt it if you couldn't ever forgive me...
mishee.