I thought everyone was suppose to be in love on Valentine's Day?
Everyones world is falling around me.. not my own, I'm happy.
Harley and Ryan?
They're both having problems, and it seems to me, like theres not that much I can do.
I love them both, like brothers of course.. and I'd do just about anything I would for my brothers, mind you I do a lot for them...
Harley broke up with Raini, this morning I'd only heard Raini's side and now I read Harley's journal, I don't know what to make of it... I don't want to stop being friends with either one of them, but I imagine if I'm friends with both? The other is going to talk about them to me.. and then I'm stuck just listening to it, because I don't want to argue back and make them mad...
Then Ryan, he has to go to school and work everyday.. and he doesn't have much time in between to rest? Apparently it's wearing on his relationship with Stacey, somehow, I don't know how really, because he didn't want to talk about it.
I found out he'd been thinking about killing himself. Because he was getting sick and tired of all this shit. I don't think I've ever gotten so mad at him before when I fonud out... even thugh I've honestly thought about it before...
I told him next time he thought about it, to think about his friends and family...
And about how the next time I would get to see him, he'd be dead in a casket. I haven't seen him since I was seven.
On a really good note though? ronald got me a carnation. I wasn't really expecting it. I stole the one I gave him and've been carrying it around all day.
And I put a rose and a little card inside his locker before he got to school.
Depending on who you are?
Happy/Fuck Valentines Day
(I'll take a picture of the flowers when I get home. :)))) )
-mishee.
Harley and Ryan?
They're both having problems, and it seems to me, like theres not that much I can do.
I love them both, like brothers of course.. and I'd do just about anything I would for my brothers, mind you I do a lot for them...
Harley broke up with Raini, this morning I'd only heard Raini's side and now I read Harley's journal, I don't know what to make of it... I don't want to stop being friends with either one of them, but I imagine if I'm friends with both? The other is going to talk about them to me.. and then I'm stuck just listening to it, because I don't want to argue back and make them mad...
Then Ryan, he has to go to school and work everyday.. and he doesn't have much time in between to rest? Apparently it's wearing on his relationship with Stacey, somehow, I don't know how really, because he didn't want to talk about it.
I found out he'd been thinking about killing himself. Because he was getting sick and tired of all this shit. I don't think I've ever gotten so mad at him before when I fonud out... even thugh I've honestly thought about it before...
I told him next time he thought about it, to think about his friends and family...
And about how the next time I would get to see him, he'd be dead in a casket. I haven't seen him since I was seven.
On a really good note though? ronald got me a carnation. I wasn't really expecting it. I stole the one I gave him and've been carrying it around all day.
And I put a rose and a little card inside his locker before he got to school.
Depending on who you are?
Happy/Fuck Valentines Day
(I'll take a picture of the flowers when I get home. :)))) )
-mishee.