Stupid...

[penguinschic]

Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: have you heard from him yet?
TenorSax Mishee: No..
TenorSax Mishee: I don't want to..
TenorSax Mishee: because I know I'll cry..
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: hmm....
TenorSax Mishee: I'm starting to think this wasn't such a good idea..
TenorSax Mishee: but at the same time, he won't want me back after this..
TenorSax Mishee: I just know it..
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: don't turn back now mishee
TenorSax Mishee: I feel so stupid, at first I thought it'd be a good idea because I needed to get myself together..
TenorSax Mishee: But now I just don't know..
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: well you did the right thing in my book
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: i don't think you should be thinking about it too heavily
TenorSax Mishee: I'm just afraid...
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: of?
TenorSax Mishee: what's going to happen after this..
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: he's going to be hurt, yeah but if you don't see yourself with him in 50 years then you're going to have to face it sometime
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: chris and i broke up and we're closer now than we ever were when we were together
TenorSax Mishee: .. I don't know if Ronald's as forgiving though..
TenorSax Mishee: I don't know if we'll ever be friends..
TenorSax Mishee: I have to go.. my foods here.. I'll talk to you later..
Euphoriaxxxxxxxx: ok cya