I don't want to deal I don't want this to be a difficult character building time I just want things easy I'm sick of feeling useless tired and unmotivated and it's going to be like this all the way until fucking July i need the time to kick myself back into action I can't expect to focus at all and ive just been slowly losing touch losing hope losing it I cannot find it in myself to drag myself out from this shit rut I just want out now
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