This is my plan for this entry.  I'm going to list an interesting point in my life.  Then below it I will explain in detail.  It will be random and may even be frustrating.

Nathan ("Edward"):
We've been fighting. 
And about silly things like cuddling.
Then we'll make up and next he gets in trouble for being alone with me.
Now he can't come over while I ( Read more... )

Nothing's really different. Nothing's really new. I can't say that my life is interesting, because it's really not ( Read more... )

Sativa's birthday was today. 8 years old ( Read more... )

Nathan asked me out officially again ( Read more... )

I love going to Danibef's house. Pictures are awesome. Yay for movies, pizza, and cookie dough. I'm glad I went instead of staying home.

Nathan's supposedly coming up tomorrow. Hopefully. That'd be nice.

Hung out with Nathan basically all day yesterday. It was cool. Tuesday and Hammie, I guess, adore me. I'm still not sure whether or not his parents like me enough. But oh well. His father let me come over yesterday. Which was very cool of him ( Read more... )

I've realized that I'm acting like I'm a child again. Like not the fits and annoyingness or anything. But I used to LOVE Tim McGraw and wearing skirts. And I believe that Nathan has brought this out. So, I've been downloading Tim McGraw songs. And pondering what else has "changed". I like it. It's not a bad change. It's just that most of my ( Read more... )

I really don't want to grow up. I don't want to move out to live by myself. Yes, I know that that wouldn't be happening for a few years. But I'm afraid of not being able to suceed. Not being able to complete college. It's all very frightening to me. It scares me when I have to think about applying to colleges. I remember when I was just a ( Read more... )

Went to the Fairgrounds in West Salem last night with my mom, Len, Nick and Nathan. 'Twas fun. We split up so it was Nick, Nathan and me and then My mom and Len. But then we "lost" Nick because he didn't want to spend his time riding the rides. Nathan got me on the High Roller, that thing was scary. Went on the Typoon, Tilt-a-Whirl, and then ( Read more... )

Nathan and I snuck out of our houses last night about 2 a.m. We went to the park and walked around and finally we sat by a tree ( Read more... )