I've fucked up so much in school. More than I thought. This fucking anxiety problem has really messed me up. I don't want to take medication. I know I have a problem but I don't want to be told I have a problem but now my college life is at stake. I might get kicked out and the worst part is that my mom has no idea. She's going to kill me. And my ( Read more... )

I hate that my boyfriend feels that he can't lose me. The way he talks to me sometimes sucks. He is a good boyfriend, but sometimes I feel that eventhough he loves me, he just doesn't like me anymore. He never seems happy that I call or anything and I just feel like he thinks he doesn't need to try. I don't even know if I make sense, but he can ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is but I am depressed every day. I have to battle with myself to keep tears back almost every moment of the day. If I'm not thinking about what a fuck up I am, or how much I messed up in school, how much money I owe then I think about my grandfather and how I wish I could go back to my grandma being happy having him by her side ( Read more... )