Disturbing Events
(sigh) Well, I somehow knew that things could and probably would get to this point, but I have tried to place my energy into the hope that this could be diverted...
The odd thing is, I am saddened and freed by the things that have happened in my life and my tradition lately, but overall, if things go awry then so be it. I know I have family who will take me in else where, perhaps just as true of family as the one I defend now. Either way, I know that my heart may be heavy, but in my personal workings I have rarely felt as self-reliant and confidant as I have recently...I honestly feel like I am growing into the shoes I have been clip-clopping around in for last few years...metaphorically speaking.
I am glad I have been allowed to join a new community, and it has provided endless hours of entertainment already, even when making fun of others of my own tradition! (snerk) Pagans are a strange lot at best, but man, having the creme de' le creme on the front page all together to snerk at.. priceless... (snickers... maybe I am becoming a snob...)
The odd thing is, I am saddened and freed by the things that have happened in my life and my tradition lately, but overall, if things go awry then so be it. I know I have family who will take me in else where, perhaps just as true of family as the one I defend now. Either way, I know that my heart may be heavy, but in my personal workings I have rarely felt as self-reliant and confidant as I have recently...I honestly feel like I am growing into the shoes I have been clip-clopping around in for last few years...metaphorically speaking.
I am glad I have been allowed to join a new community, and it has provided endless hours of entertainment already, even when making fun of others of my own tradition! (snerk) Pagans are a strange lot at best, but man, having the creme de' le creme on the front page all together to snerk at.. priceless... (snickers... maybe I am becoming a snob...)