feeling....wrong.
I am glad I don't feel like this very often... It usually means things are about to hit the fan..
So I have been feeling this sense of foreboding... I talked to a friend of mine about it, and was told it was probably this time of year... I don't think so. This same friend of mine forgave me for walking out on them when they were facing a difficult time, but I still feel like things are hopeless.....and anyone who knows me knows that is NOT my usual mindset... I just can't shake this feeling that something horrible is going to happen, and I don't want to give it any power, but I can't ignore it, either...not if I am wise.
With everything that has happened in the last couple of months (and those who know me and the tradition I follow know what I am talking about) I didn't feel this way.... The last time I felt this way, my entire life got twisted around in life altering ways and I lost my kids. I sincerely doubt if I can take that again. Not like I am trying to tempt the Fates again.. Please, I do NOT need any more lessons in strength...GODS no........ Self-assurance, maybe...(shrugs)
Is it the destiny of most great leaders to be chronicly alone?
Is there a way to have second-thoughts in that case?
So I have been feeling this sense of foreboding... I talked to a friend of mine about it, and was told it was probably this time of year... I don't think so. This same friend of mine forgave me for walking out on them when they were facing a difficult time, but I still feel like things are hopeless.....and anyone who knows me knows that is NOT my usual mindset... I just can't shake this feeling that something horrible is going to happen, and I don't want to give it any power, but I can't ignore it, either...not if I am wise.
With everything that has happened in the last couple of months (and those who know me and the tradition I follow know what I am talking about) I didn't feel this way.... The last time I felt this way, my entire life got twisted around in life altering ways and I lost my kids. I sincerely doubt if I can take that again. Not like I am trying to tempt the Fates again.. Please, I do NOT need any more lessons in strength...GODS no........ Self-assurance, maybe...(shrugs)
Is it the destiny of most great leaders to be chronicly alone?
Is there a way to have second-thoughts in that case?