in so many ways you and i are different ... yet in so many ways, we're the same. we put on smiles we know aren't real; we do things to please others even if it may kill us ... i like your smile though and you don't have to do anything to win my approval. i will always be here. you won't be able to get rid of me, but then again why would you? i'm so ( Read more... )

oh my! lol! aaaaaaaaaahaha! ... i stumbled across my livejournal.

school started as you all know. i have 3 APs 1 honors spanish III and PE. what a joy. i don't see a lot of you around school anymore =[. i miss you guys. i did see killian for the first time since school started though. that made me happy. i love that kid. he's my lil baby. i have classes with some cool people and some people i haven't talked to ( Read more... )

i'm starting to feel like i'm not giving things my all ... i feel like i don't deserve max again ... and i feel like i haven't been the best friend to people. i mean it's great having old friends back like bea and nikki, but it's just ... i don't know how to describe it. i feel like i let people down with the littlest things. i let my emotions get ( Read more... )

max and i are going out! yay! we said it officially on the 28th, but stupid shit happened and decided to wait longer on the 29th. then, yesterday, the 30th, stupid shit resolved and no more waiting. =] i couldn't be any happier than i am right now. we've been apart for a year and broke up only because of the distance. we both still had feelings for ( Read more... )

i'm not gonna be a bitch ... too hard. i'm not like that. i hope i'm not ( Read more... )

everyone thinks i'm a bitch ... maybe i should just embrace it and be a complete bitch. if you wanna say something about me, now is the time to do it. i won't hate you for it. i'll read it, accept it, and move on because i don't care ( Read more... )

i had a fun day ( Read more... )

i love how he and i are thinking and feeling the same thing. it makes me happy and i feel better that i'm not the only one frustrated. even though no action will be placed upon our words ... yet maybe ... i'm glad that we're on the same page. i was so happy and i still am. =] i hope something will happen ...

in the beginning of the summer, i was screaming about how i wasn't going to be the "happy patty" anymore. i guess that didn't last long since i've been back to normal for a while now. haha. i like being me and no one will ever change that. i love how i'm a dork and i laugh at everything. i love being loud and colorful. i love how i'm different and ( Read more... )