Apr 25, 2004 23:13
dont even know what to say, nor how to say it....
I just know I love you... and wish I knew you...
Who knows who you are, I just know I need you, i want you...
esto esperando voce... nao sei onde voce esta
I want to write to you. I want you to be real to exsist... I just want that love in my life... And I make you up in my mind as my perfect sumone, sumone i will soon meet... someday
The thought of you makes me happy, it gives me hope, a mood lift and a smile...
I took 18 showers just to pass the time, and the fucking phone just rang, but it wasnt you, on the line...
Somedays are just so hard....
I ....
i want to shout out a suicide... that wont seem to subside...
where are you... my KONSTANTINE... my Punk Rock Princess... my one... my only... MY STAR....
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till this day, no1, not with you, nor her nor anyone
but hey, maybe we can even get together, and maybe you can break my heart this summer...
I dont want to look closer.. i dont want to find out that all the hope i had sent into the sky has crashed... and it fucking did... cause of me... my silly obsession with love... with you, my love for you haunts me
i have these dreams
i feel so depressed:
see them two makes me so sad... so fucking sad... i hate knowing what its like to be alone... i dont want to know...
not the best thing youve done... still not, and wont ever be...
and i also become happy when i see them... i get happy to know that hey, there are girls who are trully great... and happy and fun... sumone who doesnt cheat on her boyfriend, but rather loves him.. and means it...
that gives me hope ... hope for love.. and at the same time that greatness they have, that relationship, that connection, THAT LOVE! that love between t
THIS IS TO DYING IN ANOTHERS ARMS~!
THOSE NIGHTS IN MY CAR
IM NOT YOUR...STAR
i still miss you... oh GOD HOW I MISS YOU
i live with the mistakes ands all the hell, the fucking 11:11 clock... the fucking cows... these songs, my memories... the hurt, and pain and love... the truth, the lies.. the broken promises, the smiles, the fucking cuddling
nights slept with me, holding me
so tell me baby, how do i get back to the place where i fell alseep inside you...
lets play out my dream
do u know i miss you
do u have any idea how much i miss you, love you... and ....
so much ;love, only to go nowhere... and thats the best place for it to go..
aint this a shame?
how pathetic....
yea i miss you in room
you and my yellow walls
wooden blinds
air conditioner, to make it cold, so you .. keep me warm at night
in love
in love
in love
IN love
IN love...
faced with the realization that its all gone wrong... and nobody cares.. at all
so bury all the clothes
burn the letters , the notes i give to you
give it all back to you
and it doesnt make it any better
time doesnt make it any better
wounds even time cant heal
so this is trong
so strong
not you... not at all... but my love , for you
deserving or not... who knows? im not one to know... but what i do know, is that i loved you- i love you...
breathing is a foreign task
thinking clearly is too much to ask...
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hopeful, yea,. werent we all before we lost love the first time?
and that was the last time.... the last time
heh, why bother- its gunna hurt me, its gunna kill......
..... when YOU desert ME....
so long sweet 9 months... i love it more than anything...
hey thanks, thanks for those 9 months... i hope that your hearts always warm- only great things to come to you, a great life, future... please... be happy, for me... i love you... want the greatest things for you... i pray you have a great, happy, fullfilling life....
I LOVE YOU.....