belief makes things true
so john invited me to lunch the other day with his fiancee. his fiancee is super nice and i like her and everything but im going to go ahead and assume that he never really hangs out without her. and they are high school sweethearts aren't they fucking tired of each other yet? haha it doesnt matter that was only the second time i hung out with them. they took me to some el salvadorian? place and i had papusas for the first time which are super yummy. they are kind of like stuffed tortilla things with meat and cheese and then you put salsa and this cabbage-y stuff on top. yum! then they let me try like a million dessert things which are apparently made fresh every day by the owner as well. john paid for me again and i felt all bad. except next time i see him at work i am going to throw money at him bc i feel like a really big moocher. later in the day they invited me to go see harry potter but i had already watched it and my period was kicking my ass so i didn't feel like being social so whatever. ill watch it again next week. i should really invite them to go do something but im always broke. hahaha john makes me kind of uncomfortable sometimes bc he always wants to know where i've gone and who i've been hanging out with. i don't tell anyone everything i do and it doesn't always sound friendly when he asks it sounds like an interrogation so i just tell him i hung out with "a friend" haha
amanda told me she won't be visiting in august bc she is broke. meh. i figured enough not to get my hopes up. hopefully she can come in the fall. i have a lot of trips to plan for the rest of this year. hopefully i get to do everything i want! i was talking to my mom more about Barbados and she decided that she wants to stay in a hotel now bc she doesnt want to have to do any work. fine by me. i have been looking at cool resorts and hotels to stay in. i'll be so infuriated if i don't get to go on that trip bc of my job. speaking of my job, my store has been doing really well and we are awesome and working really hard to being number one in all categories including being number 1 in the company. we had a regional visit earlier in the week and this guy named mark came. i'm not really sure what his exact job title is but he was super nice. Pablo kept describing him as this chiseled G.I. Joe looking type of guy and so the entire time i was talking to him that is all i could think about. BUT i did find out he is familiar with the Danbury and CT area bc his wife is from Newtown which is just Danbury's neighbor. so score! he knows he loves new england more than cali he just can't admit it. hahaha anywho, the point of all that was i just have to pass my last HR assessment and then i'll be free and clear and not have to worry about fixing anyone's mistakes anymore. unless i make some of my own.
i can't say that it is entirely exciting that i still don't know what i am doing with my life. i kind of know what i want to do but then i can also see that i could go really far with this company. i could maybe even get to corporate level which i think would be really fun. actually being a store manager could be fun too bc after awhile you really don't have to do anything if your team is really awesome. my boss has days where he is "bored" and he just stands around telling us about his life until we have to tell him to shut up and go home already. ahha plus he gets to take long ass lunches everyday. i always rag on him and tell him to enjoy his 3 hour lunch.
BUT the thing is that i see my future and it never involved this job. i suppose that things can always change. things have changed. it's funny now to look around and see we have all changed.we're all adults for real.
is it bad that i still haven't called my bro or sister in law and they moved at the end of may? they must think i'm such a jerk. i'm not, i'm just really lazy. whoops. oh and i also think it would be easier for everyone else if they just called me first. i don't really know what to say to Trina. especially since she's not around. unfortunately she has just gone back to being "my brother's wife". i don't really know what to say to my brother either. i hope he is enjoying milwaukee although i REALLY think they should have just stayed in california. duh. they could have made it all work out. i'm really not sure the last time i talked to kelly. i think it's been almost a year. SO i have decided that i would send her a bunch of fabulous pictures of myself and california and write her a super awesome letter telling her all about my wonderful life and if she doesn't respond it doesn't matter as much bc at least i made an effort. it just kind of sucks bc she used to communicate with us all of the time and the past 5 years she kind of just shut herself off. i don't even know my nephews at all and they are probably oodles of fun to hang out with. at least they were when they were tiny. ah well.
time to go have some intense night time dreams. i wish had my own personal dream interpretor. my top 3 themes are 1) going somewhere or getting ready to go somewhere but never getting to the final destination 2) dreaming about delicious foods or eating delicious things almost always desserts 3) dreaming about really cool shoes or clothes that don't actually exist in my real world hahaha and as of late my dreams are long and intense and i am a a different character. tonight im going to focus really hard and try to dream about glitter and unicorns. let's see what happens! i bet that's what katy perry dreams about.
amanda told me she won't be visiting in august bc she is broke. meh. i figured enough not to get my hopes up. hopefully she can come in the fall. i have a lot of trips to plan for the rest of this year. hopefully i get to do everything i want! i was talking to my mom more about Barbados and she decided that she wants to stay in a hotel now bc she doesnt want to have to do any work. fine by me. i have been looking at cool resorts and hotels to stay in. i'll be so infuriated if i don't get to go on that trip bc of my job. speaking of my job, my store has been doing really well and we are awesome and working really hard to being number one in all categories including being number 1 in the company. we had a regional visit earlier in the week and this guy named mark came. i'm not really sure what his exact job title is but he was super nice. Pablo kept describing him as this chiseled G.I. Joe looking type of guy and so the entire time i was talking to him that is all i could think about. BUT i did find out he is familiar with the Danbury and CT area bc his wife is from Newtown which is just Danbury's neighbor. so score! he knows he loves new england more than cali he just can't admit it. hahaha anywho, the point of all that was i just have to pass my last HR assessment and then i'll be free and clear and not have to worry about fixing anyone's mistakes anymore. unless i make some of my own.
i can't say that it is entirely exciting that i still don't know what i am doing with my life. i kind of know what i want to do but then i can also see that i could go really far with this company. i could maybe even get to corporate level which i think would be really fun. actually being a store manager could be fun too bc after awhile you really don't have to do anything if your team is really awesome. my boss has days where he is "bored" and he just stands around telling us about his life until we have to tell him to shut up and go home already. ahha plus he gets to take long ass lunches everyday. i always rag on him and tell him to enjoy his 3 hour lunch.
BUT the thing is that i see my future and it never involved this job. i suppose that things can always change. things have changed. it's funny now to look around and see we have all changed.we're all adults for real.
is it bad that i still haven't called my bro or sister in law and they moved at the end of may? they must think i'm such a jerk. i'm not, i'm just really lazy. whoops. oh and i also think it would be easier for everyone else if they just called me first. i don't really know what to say to Trina. especially since she's not around. unfortunately she has just gone back to being "my brother's wife". i don't really know what to say to my brother either. i hope he is enjoying milwaukee although i REALLY think they should have just stayed in california. duh. they could have made it all work out. i'm really not sure the last time i talked to kelly. i think it's been almost a year. SO i have decided that i would send her a bunch of fabulous pictures of myself and california and write her a super awesome letter telling her all about my wonderful life and if she doesn't respond it doesn't matter as much bc at least i made an effort. it just kind of sucks bc she used to communicate with us all of the time and the past 5 years she kind of just shut herself off. i don't even know my nephews at all and they are probably oodles of fun to hang out with. at least they were when they were tiny. ah well.
time to go have some intense night time dreams. i wish had my own personal dream interpretor. my top 3 themes are 1) going somewhere or getting ready to go somewhere but never getting to the final destination 2) dreaming about delicious foods or eating delicious things almost always desserts 3) dreaming about really cool shoes or clothes that don't actually exist in my real world hahaha and as of late my dreams are long and intense and i am a a different character. tonight im going to focus really hard and try to dream about glitter and unicorns. let's see what happens! i bet that's what katy perry dreams about.