Reading my old entries makes me feel like a fucking loser ( Read more... )

the more i grow up, the more i dread growing up.

and it seems i always want something that i can't have.

so i'm giving it to God.
and we'll see if he's really as mad at me as i think he is.

we said a lot of things to eachother 5 months ago that i'm sure we both would take back.

and who knows where we'd be if we hadn't experienced what we did.

i'm  glad we're both happy with our lives today.

but, it's good to know that you were just as affected as i was by all that we went through.

and it's even better to know that all i had to do to get ( Read more... )

spring break was better than i expected even though two of my best friends blew me off and went to the keys without me. fuck that, i'm over being nice to people who screw me over.

i have a boyfriend :) and he is wonderful.

and i got my tounge pierced yesterday. :P
but shhh my mom can't know for a year.

<3
happy girl

i like a guy that has a girlfriend and i'm talkin' LONG TIME girlfriend.

and it SUCKS.

AHHHH isdhfuhdasfiouhsdioufhsiuhfafas.

life was over ( Read more... )

Everyones recent entries are, sadly enough, very true. Even if most of you arent including me in your little rambles, i still miss you. I miss a lot of my friends... Old ones and new are more distant then ever.

it definitley sucks but i'm glad that i saw good ole' RWE's quote "Things don't change, people do"

It's really true, and as much as we all ( Read more... )

emma thinks girls "don't poop"

someone please tell her that she is insanely stupid.

tonight i will experience my first night of being in school until 10:00pm. 
i'm just taking a stab in the dark... but i'm pretty sure its going to suck.

i want saturday to be here so that i can lift and win. 
father time... where are you?

I can honestly say that i have never been this stressed out by school in my entire life ( Read more... )

There are times when i want to tell you everything i feel, cry to you and make you see that we really could live like this.
Then there's the times when i'm so grateful to have a friend like you after all of the work we put into us, after every fight and fall. And i think i'm crazy for risking that.
And there are those times when you disappoint me ( Read more... )