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I can honestly say that i have never been this stressed out by school in my entire life.
Exams are right around the corner and i have the feeling i'm going to bomb all of them.
My math class is like a foreign language to me, there's not enough time in the day to day anything for engilsh, biology is so bllaahh, and medical... i don't even know how i'm in my third year of medical academy and i've learned absolutely nothing.
Not to mention steering committee is full speed ahead and all of my yearbook deadlines are coming up throughout december and january. And on top of all that, its weightlifting season and i want NOTHING more than to win state. It sucks that the only thing standing in my way is one of my best friends. Someone told me yesterday that "there are no friends in weightlifting, just competition." I laughed my ass off.
Oh, and christmas is almost here which means i have to work twice as much to buy gifts for my family. Did i mention i'm in desperate need of a $180.00 pair of weightlifting shoes. And my new bumbers need to be painted. OH ANND my gym mebership is up in exactly 9 days.
On the other hand, Sean took me out to dinner the other night, and well, it was pretty much great. Good thing someone makes me feel a little bit special. I wish he wasn't so old. No, i just wish i wasn't so young.
My mom thinks i'm a binge alcoholic again after finding a mysterious bottle of vodka OUTSIDE MY WINDOW. weird much? Don't even ask me how it got there, but it's my job to find out "which one of my friends it connects to"... thanks mom. Considering i can't even drink at all due to weightlifting season. Good stuff.
All i want for christmas is a good boyfriend, and to be rich. THEN, all of my problems would be solved. Think of all that extra time i would have if i didnt have to work... then i could study a little more.
I want to have a bonfire tonight. I love bonfires.
Adios.
Exams are right around the corner and i have the feeling i'm going to bomb all of them.
My math class is like a foreign language to me, there's not enough time in the day to day anything for engilsh, biology is so bllaahh, and medical... i don't even know how i'm in my third year of medical academy and i've learned absolutely nothing.
Not to mention steering committee is full speed ahead and all of my yearbook deadlines are coming up throughout december and january. And on top of all that, its weightlifting season and i want NOTHING more than to win state. It sucks that the only thing standing in my way is one of my best friends. Someone told me yesterday that "there are no friends in weightlifting, just competition." I laughed my ass off.
Oh, and christmas is almost here which means i have to work twice as much to buy gifts for my family. Did i mention i'm in desperate need of a $180.00 pair of weightlifting shoes. And my new bumbers need to be painted. OH ANND my gym mebership is up in exactly 9 days.
On the other hand, Sean took me out to dinner the other night, and well, it was pretty much great. Good thing someone makes me feel a little bit special. I wish he wasn't so old. No, i just wish i wasn't so young.
My mom thinks i'm a binge alcoholic again after finding a mysterious bottle of vodka OUTSIDE MY WINDOW. weird much? Don't even ask me how it got there, but it's my job to find out "which one of my friends it connects to"... thanks mom. Considering i can't even drink at all due to weightlifting season. Good stuff.
All i want for christmas is a good boyfriend, and to be rich. THEN, all of my problems would be solved. Think of all that extra time i would have if i didnt have to work... then i could study a little more.
I want to have a bonfire tonight. I love bonfires.
Adios.