'...' .... Dare I Say It???'
I dont even know where to start.
I didnt even really know where to start with that sentence, and i find myself just babbling now trying to come up with an idea of where to start.
You know the whole - just start writing and go with that thing.
Well. For awhile now, I have come to openly admit I hate living in Las Vegas, and cannot wait to get the hell out of here.
This town, to say it short and simply - will eat you up, and spit you out. It sucks you dry till you have nothing left, and that can be in more then one way.
And I can feel it wearing on me, emotionally in my matter.
If you live here, you know what I mean, unless you love it. Then its no big.
But mann. Fuck.
At work, I swear I have some of the worst thoughts ... and I dont even know why!
Like the other day, this like 12 year old girl walking in front of me around a corner, totally cut me off then paused as she did it, and i just had the sudden urge to smack my cart into her.
I get pissed when people ask me to do a backroom location or help them outside of the 'wheres this' question ... I lost my work today trying to help this asian lady ... doing a backroom location for something i already knew we didnt have, but she wanted proof ... and of course i was right ... she said okay, and said she'll just check back in a few days. man. I was standing on an end cap just cussin' up a storm ... if someone had come around that corner, i would of offended them.
Thats another thing i hate ... when someone with really bad english is trying to ask me for help and i have the hardest time understanding them ... like fuckk. if you dont speak english go home, or get the fuck outta my face.
I also, if you cant tell just from reading this far, have alot of anger ... at everything.
My fuse is shorter then even, and my temper hasnt improved any haha.
The other day, I was in my lunch, standing in line to buy a M. Dew ... this lady comes up to me and asks ...
"is this lane closing"
I looked at her.
Looked at the light on the lane.
Back at her
And said
"it looks open to me."
like ... WHA????? did I seriously just do that??
Then again, target is over run by the ignorant fucks who are already roaming vegas who dont get what 'we dont have any' means unless they've heard it 6 different ways, then shown, after they've had you make 3 phone calls to different stores, which as well ... you already knew, wouldnt have them ... fuck customer service, what have they done for me lately??
Oh right, They pay my check ... my asss ... those few people who deserved to get lipped, should get lipped, they dont matter that much, look at the theft ... that dosnt effect us, but that one stupid fuck does. No. Screw you and your fucking 36 by 32 cargo pants.
Yes real request.
Happened today.
Talk about a chubby little man.
Awkward size eh?
Or how people ask for a different box or the riser, because this ones a 'little more damaged' ... fuck lady, no problem, but does it really matter??? ... the kid dosnt care about the box and it dosnt care about how neat the wrapping paper is ... they care about how big it is, and whats inside and how soon they can play with it.
Dont get me wrong, they like the small ones too.
Im really trying not to to make this look like its about work, because its not ... its vegas, part of it the people.
Which arnt really even Vegas born to begin with. There all from fucking california, utah, arizona, and mexico.
Were a huge melting pot, and its kinda disgusting ... look around ... beautiful city ... when you take the people out ... you want people ... '...' no ... im not even going to say it. Not even what I was going to say ... But more or sooo ... send anyone who souldnt be here ... back where they came from, or just crappy ass people haha - make it your little perfect Vegas.
Next time your driving around, think about it.
EVERYTHING will start to piss you off.
You'll find yourself yelling at stoplights.
Commenting on peoples driving styles.
Next time your working, look how people are around you. Like your placed there for there life background or some shit.
Everything will make you so mad and you wont even know why, i swear.
One more time just for me ... FUCK!
I didnt even really know where to start with that sentence, and i find myself just babbling now trying to come up with an idea of where to start.
You know the whole - just start writing and go with that thing.
Well. For awhile now, I have come to openly admit I hate living in Las Vegas, and cannot wait to get the hell out of here.
This town, to say it short and simply - will eat you up, and spit you out. It sucks you dry till you have nothing left, and that can be in more then one way.
And I can feel it wearing on me, emotionally in my matter.
If you live here, you know what I mean, unless you love it. Then its no big.
But mann. Fuck.
At work, I swear I have some of the worst thoughts ... and I dont even know why!
Like the other day, this like 12 year old girl walking in front of me around a corner, totally cut me off then paused as she did it, and i just had the sudden urge to smack my cart into her.
I get pissed when people ask me to do a backroom location or help them outside of the 'wheres this' question ... I lost my work today trying to help this asian lady ... doing a backroom location for something i already knew we didnt have, but she wanted proof ... and of course i was right ... she said okay, and said she'll just check back in a few days. man. I was standing on an end cap just cussin' up a storm ... if someone had come around that corner, i would of offended them.
Thats another thing i hate ... when someone with really bad english is trying to ask me for help and i have the hardest time understanding them ... like fuckk. if you dont speak english go home, or get the fuck outta my face.
I also, if you cant tell just from reading this far, have alot of anger ... at everything.
My fuse is shorter then even, and my temper hasnt improved any haha.
The other day, I was in my lunch, standing in line to buy a M. Dew ... this lady comes up to me and asks ...
"is this lane closing"
I looked at her.
Looked at the light on the lane.
Back at her
And said
"it looks open to me."
like ... WHA????? did I seriously just do that??
Then again, target is over run by the ignorant fucks who are already roaming vegas who dont get what 'we dont have any' means unless they've heard it 6 different ways, then shown, after they've had you make 3 phone calls to different stores, which as well ... you already knew, wouldnt have them ... fuck customer service, what have they done for me lately??
Oh right, They pay my check ... my asss ... those few people who deserved to get lipped, should get lipped, they dont matter that much, look at the theft ... that dosnt effect us, but that one stupid fuck does. No. Screw you and your fucking 36 by 32 cargo pants.
Yes real request.
Happened today.
Talk about a chubby little man.
Awkward size eh?
Or how people ask for a different box or the riser, because this ones a 'little more damaged' ... fuck lady, no problem, but does it really matter??? ... the kid dosnt care about the box and it dosnt care about how neat the wrapping paper is ... they care about how big it is, and whats inside and how soon they can play with it.
Dont get me wrong, they like the small ones too.
Im really trying not to to make this look like its about work, because its not ... its vegas, part of it the people.
Which arnt really even Vegas born to begin with. There all from fucking california, utah, arizona, and mexico.
Were a huge melting pot, and its kinda disgusting ... look around ... beautiful city ... when you take the people out ... you want people ... '...' no ... im not even going to say it. Not even what I was going to say ... But more or sooo ... send anyone who souldnt be here ... back where they came from, or just crappy ass people haha - make it your little perfect Vegas.
Next time your driving around, think about it.
EVERYTHING will start to piss you off.
You'll find yourself yelling at stoplights.
Commenting on peoples driving styles.
Next time your working, look how people are around you. Like your placed there for there life background or some shit.
Everything will make you so mad and you wont even know why, i swear.
One more time just for me ... FUCK!