Holy Shit Could It Be!?!
Yes, it is! Holy fucking shit its true! This girl right here is posting a fucking journal entry, after almost a fucking year and a half, a new entry arises. What could be the occasion for this!?!
Well where to take you back to and start tell you where it fucking began.
Lets see, Dec. 2007, what was going on ... ??
Oh thats right, I was bitching on and on about how i hated vegas.
Well, i've learned, that it wasnt vegas i was hating, and so excited to leave ... it was my family i was pumped to get away from lol, lord i love em' but damn, did they ever piss me off.
Also I dont live in vegas anymore ... thats how i've come to realize this. I live in Louisiana ... yepp, Youngsville, LA ... What a fucking joke eh?
I miss the shit out of Vegas now, dont get me wrong, but as crazy as it is to admit, its really not that bad, yeah it was for the most part up till a while ago, but really its not that bad once you start meeting people and doing shit, but really, theres nothing to do around here - however a crawfish boil is a good fucking time - and oysters arent that bad.
Believe my word, I'll be back in vegas within the next year, and probably before this one is out.
I cannot be more thankful for any function on the internet, then letting it let me press the undo button in the edit tab .. i accidentally erase a whole paragraph unexpectedly when my finger lightly touches the mouse pad as im typing, i'de hate to wright it over.
Came mid May i went to Austria and had a hell of a time visiting family and shit.
Ordered a beer at mcdonalds - that was pretty bad ass.
Came mid June (friday the 13th i may add) i hopped on a a crazy ride - but a pretty damn amazing one. :)
During the beginning of december i moved to louisiana - dont ask.
Then i wasnt working, was getting depressed and thought about the military - navy to be excat.
Went and took the asvab, got a 72 the first time around, and went on down to meps.
Did my physical, did the mep's process, and went to job selection.
They wouldnt give me the job i wanted (medical coreman) and tried to make me a mechanic, long story short, i didnt sign on, went home and contacted a army recruiter.
Went to meps again the next week for processing, since my physical was done and later found out i couldnt process cause some paper was messed up ... or missing, one of the two, anyways, shit wasnt right, and i had to end up going back.
(keep in mind this was just recently, thats how fast i was able to update)
I started working at academy (sporting outdoors store) overnight, and meeting people - also met people through meps that i talked to frequently - and ontop of making money, i was getting out of what i now felt to be a slump.
Did some debating, and came to the conclusion of not going back to meps. as some of you already know - those who dont - Suprise! We'll be getting faded together for many years to come.
Anyways, i came to this conclusion based on the fact, i wanted to join the military solely on the fact i wanted to perks of paid schooling. And also came to the realization that i shouldnt join for the benefits, i should join because im willing to die for this country - and im not. Nothing personal at all - just figure in the next four years we'll probably be in a world war - our president Barack Obama swore a Muslim into office not using the bible but the Koran. Can you believe that?!?
So needless to say when I go back to Vegas on the 15th this month, i'll be getting all kinds of fucked up!
Which brings me to realize i respect and admire those who are in the military.
I really respect Will for what he's doing, as i do for any soilder out there. I know what they'de be giving up - for 3-8 years at a time - at a higher cost to themselves and loved ones involved then to us who enjoy the freedoms they give us.
Im going to do as I originally planned, but slightly altered - which consist of working, moving back to vegas, and going to school for nursing, which also includes getting a vehicle - cause this minivan bullshit aint gonna cut it, a new job, and a new place with attached roommate :)
Other random ass bullshit :
My brothers engaged to a cunt (yes i said cunt, tell him that you little bitch) and has a bastard child on the way.
if the bitch ever looked at me wrong, talked to me in a snarky way, or did that bitch ass puff of air like whatever to me, i'de knock the ugly right the fuck of her.
dont think im kidding.
21 ... can you believe that bullshit ... seems like i've had this journal forever. alots changed when i browse to journal entrys, let me tell you, they sure bring back memories reading them over, with how so much details involved.
Im glad i've written them.
Guess that shows how life takes its turn.
You grow older, and life takes over.
Like i consistency of how i wrote in this journal. How the entries get further and further apart.
How the entries change ... its crazy really.
I'll tell you what. im anxious to see what happens in the next year, believe i'll be looking back on this entry remembering by now at some point at least, the duck walk, the fucking sticker, Lots of beer and a interview call, Georgia, the army, and a great guy. (if not I will by now). :)
Im glad I can look back and smile - makes me feel pretty damn good.
Life I love you. And to those who have been involved - i couldnt tell you how excited i am to have you in my life, cause remember all those times we've had together - what we've done and experienced - they wouldnt have been the same if we didnt do it together, those one liners, inside jokes, the absolute drunkin' moments that stand out when you think of messed up times - and how it makes you smile ... i only look forward to more times that rock our shit when the time comes.
Well ... im gonna move along and get the day started, one love babyy.
Well where to take you back to and start tell you where it fucking began.
Lets see, Dec. 2007, what was going on ... ??
Oh thats right, I was bitching on and on about how i hated vegas.
Well, i've learned, that it wasnt vegas i was hating, and so excited to leave ... it was my family i was pumped to get away from lol, lord i love em' but damn, did they ever piss me off.
Also I dont live in vegas anymore ... thats how i've come to realize this. I live in Louisiana ... yepp, Youngsville, LA ... What a fucking joke eh?
I miss the shit out of Vegas now, dont get me wrong, but as crazy as it is to admit, its really not that bad, yeah it was for the most part up till a while ago, but really its not that bad once you start meeting people and doing shit, but really, theres nothing to do around here - however a crawfish boil is a good fucking time - and oysters arent that bad.
Believe my word, I'll be back in vegas within the next year, and probably before this one is out.
I cannot be more thankful for any function on the internet, then letting it let me press the undo button in the edit tab .. i accidentally erase a whole paragraph unexpectedly when my finger lightly touches the mouse pad as im typing, i'de hate to wright it over.
Came mid May i went to Austria and had a hell of a time visiting family and shit.
Ordered a beer at mcdonalds - that was pretty bad ass.
Came mid June (friday the 13th i may add) i hopped on a a crazy ride - but a pretty damn amazing one. :)
During the beginning of december i moved to louisiana - dont ask.
Then i wasnt working, was getting depressed and thought about the military - navy to be excat.
Went and took the asvab, got a 72 the first time around, and went on down to meps.
Did my physical, did the mep's process, and went to job selection.
They wouldnt give me the job i wanted (medical coreman) and tried to make me a mechanic, long story short, i didnt sign on, went home and contacted a army recruiter.
Went to meps again the next week for processing, since my physical was done and later found out i couldnt process cause some paper was messed up ... or missing, one of the two, anyways, shit wasnt right, and i had to end up going back.
(keep in mind this was just recently, thats how fast i was able to update)
I started working at academy (sporting outdoors store) overnight, and meeting people - also met people through meps that i talked to frequently - and ontop of making money, i was getting out of what i now felt to be a slump.
Did some debating, and came to the conclusion of not going back to meps. as some of you already know - those who dont - Suprise! We'll be getting faded together for many years to come.
Anyways, i came to this conclusion based on the fact, i wanted to join the military solely on the fact i wanted to perks of paid schooling. And also came to the realization that i shouldnt join for the benefits, i should join because im willing to die for this country - and im not. Nothing personal at all - just figure in the next four years we'll probably be in a world war - our president Barack Obama swore a Muslim into office not using the bible but the Koran. Can you believe that?!?
So needless to say when I go back to Vegas on the 15th this month, i'll be getting all kinds of fucked up!
Which brings me to realize i respect and admire those who are in the military.
I really respect Will for what he's doing, as i do for any soilder out there. I know what they'de be giving up - for 3-8 years at a time - at a higher cost to themselves and loved ones involved then to us who enjoy the freedoms they give us.
Im going to do as I originally planned, but slightly altered - which consist of working, moving back to vegas, and going to school for nursing, which also includes getting a vehicle - cause this minivan bullshit aint gonna cut it, a new job, and a new place with attached roommate :)
Other random ass bullshit :
My brothers engaged to a cunt (yes i said cunt, tell him that you little bitch) and has a bastard child on the way.
if the bitch ever looked at me wrong, talked to me in a snarky way, or did that bitch ass puff of air like whatever to me, i'de knock the ugly right the fuck of her.
dont think im kidding.
21 ... can you believe that bullshit ... seems like i've had this journal forever. alots changed when i browse to journal entrys, let me tell you, they sure bring back memories reading them over, with how so much details involved.
Im glad i've written them.
Guess that shows how life takes its turn.
You grow older, and life takes over.
Like i consistency of how i wrote in this journal. How the entries get further and further apart.
How the entries change ... its crazy really.
I'll tell you what. im anxious to see what happens in the next year, believe i'll be looking back on this entry remembering by now at some point at least, the duck walk, the fucking sticker, Lots of beer and a interview call, Georgia, the army, and a great guy. (if not I will by now). :)
Im glad I can look back and smile - makes me feel pretty damn good.
Life I love you. And to those who have been involved - i couldnt tell you how excited i am to have you in my life, cause remember all those times we've had together - what we've done and experienced - they wouldnt have been the same if we didnt do it together, those one liners, inside jokes, the absolute drunkin' moments that stand out when you think of messed up times - and how it makes you smile ... i only look forward to more times that rock our shit when the time comes.
Well ... im gonna move along and get the day started, one love babyy.