baby, don't you let me down tomorrow! holding hands, we both abandon sorrow..
today i am home sick. this decision took much debating seeing as how i was supposed to play for two school masses today. oh well i can't force myself to feel better now can i?
my life? it's somewhere in between being a complete and total wreck and being absolutely perfect. music is really the basis of my confusion right now. my life is being planned for me before i have time to even think about it. first off, i'm going to accompany brittany miller when she goes for her westminster audition. this is a big thing. it's going to look beautiful on my resume. brittany is very nice and so far we have been working well together. so this is going to somewhat bomb my weekend since we'll be at a hotel in NJ friday night and gone all saturday probably. hopefully i can hang out with nick on sunday. we might go see les mis. if not i think we'll sit at home and watch west side story. but anyways back to music. so this thing with brittany's voice auditions has gotten me involved with mrs. campbell. i will play atleast one song for the chorus. that's exciting. i really would like to join chorus. i love to sing but i'm just so shy. i'm not a bad singer. i used to think i was horrible, but i practice and i really sound pretty good now. i just wish i wasn't so shy about singing. haha you should hear my phone conversations with nick. i always sing something. oh well. i'd really like to get down some songs that i can say are finished with lyrics and all. i'd really like to play a show. i've given up sorta on the more hardcore stuff [idk what hardcore means but i mean angry louder music] so i'm just playing coffee shop lounge music right now. yea but by the end of high school that's something i'd like to do, play a show.
yea so basically all i want to do in college is be involved with music.
nick and i are doing really well. i'm very content with him. i love him so much. i think this one is forever.
i might be wrong, but let's dream.
wednesday i'm getting my hair cut. i'm gonna go for something short. here's some pics from peoples myspaces that i'm basing my hair cut on. it's gonna be just at or a little above my shoulders.
ok i'm a dork. don't remind me, please?
i shall write you cats later.
<3
my life? it's somewhere in between being a complete and total wreck and being absolutely perfect. music is really the basis of my confusion right now. my life is being planned for me before i have time to even think about it. first off, i'm going to accompany brittany miller when she goes for her westminster audition. this is a big thing. it's going to look beautiful on my resume. brittany is very nice and so far we have been working well together. so this is going to somewhat bomb my weekend since we'll be at a hotel in NJ friday night and gone all saturday probably. hopefully i can hang out with nick on sunday. we might go see les mis. if not i think we'll sit at home and watch west side story. but anyways back to music. so this thing with brittany's voice auditions has gotten me involved with mrs. campbell. i will play atleast one song for the chorus. that's exciting. i really would like to join chorus. i love to sing but i'm just so shy. i'm not a bad singer. i used to think i was horrible, but i practice and i really sound pretty good now. i just wish i wasn't so shy about singing. haha you should hear my phone conversations with nick. i always sing something. oh well. i'd really like to get down some songs that i can say are finished with lyrics and all. i'd really like to play a show. i've given up sorta on the more hardcore stuff [idk what hardcore means but i mean angry louder music] so i'm just playing coffee shop lounge music right now. yea but by the end of high school that's something i'd like to do, play a show.
yea so basically all i want to do in college is be involved with music.
nick and i are doing really well. i'm very content with him. i love him so much. i think this one is forever.
i might be wrong, but let's dream.
wednesday i'm getting my hair cut. i'm gonna go for something short. here's some pics from peoples myspaces that i'm basing my hair cut on. it's gonna be just at or a little above my shoulders.
ok i'm a dork. don't remind me, please?
i shall write you cats later.
<3