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good mood today i guess..
i think i ate something bad though cause i had to take some rollaids..
i told nick what i thought about his obsession with his beliefs and debating them. not in a mean way. i just got it off my chest and it felt good and he appreciated the fact that i was being brutally honest with him [for his own good].
that's one of the things i like about myself. i won't tip toe around the truth. i mean sometimes i'll refrain myself if what i think isn't going to help that person in anyway.. but for the most part i'm pretty blunt.
i'm trying really hard to keep me and nick at a good friendship level. we have good conversations and i don't wanna lose that because of a silly little highschool relationship.
i told jack how i felt about him. i know he has a girlfriend.. i'm close friends with her too. i don't expect him to drop her like that and start dating me or anything. i guess i just had to tell him. especially after finding out like the entire world knows/thinks we both have feelings for each other that are somewhat beyond friendship.
it feels funny knowing other people can read me like that.. although i'm aware of how easily i can be read..
nobody reads this stupid thing anymore and i suppose that's one reason i come to it sometimes. i hate writing by hand.. i'd get a hand cramp by the time i wrote all this out.
friday was a good day for me. i had an amazing day at work. i'm feeling more comfortable there now. after work i met up with meggles in west chester.. my job is like a block from church street.. market street possibly? next to the papa johns and the rat. anyways... er anyway.. i met up with meggles and we got some ice cream and walked around. then we went to her friend gabbys house to drop off a package for her. we were very proud we found our way there! on the way i had to pee so i peed outside the library in protest to their closing hours [5 o'clock my ass!] lalalalalalallalaaaaaaaa what happened next? cacioppo picked us up and we hung out in bennys and some other place and i got some cigs [yay] and then we met up with jack and tom. tom is the koolest kid. he's so genuinely nice and harmless. it's quite refreshing. uhm so yea it was a good time and cacioppo and i messed around and that was fun. and ladeeda.
saturday sucked and i'd rather not think about it. mini golfing. whoo. and tom, joe, jack, and i ate at the mall which was splendid.. ohhhh and i love jacks honda civic alot..
ok i'm bored of all this typing.
solidarity?!?!??!?!?!??!?! YES.
i think i ate something bad though cause i had to take some rollaids..
i told nick what i thought about his obsession with his beliefs and debating them. not in a mean way. i just got it off my chest and it felt good and he appreciated the fact that i was being brutally honest with him [for his own good].
that's one of the things i like about myself. i won't tip toe around the truth. i mean sometimes i'll refrain myself if what i think isn't going to help that person in anyway.. but for the most part i'm pretty blunt.
i'm trying really hard to keep me and nick at a good friendship level. we have good conversations and i don't wanna lose that because of a silly little highschool relationship.
i told jack how i felt about him. i know he has a girlfriend.. i'm close friends with her too. i don't expect him to drop her like that and start dating me or anything. i guess i just had to tell him. especially after finding out like the entire world knows/thinks we both have feelings for each other that are somewhat beyond friendship.
it feels funny knowing other people can read me like that.. although i'm aware of how easily i can be read..
nobody reads this stupid thing anymore and i suppose that's one reason i come to it sometimes. i hate writing by hand.. i'd get a hand cramp by the time i wrote all this out.
friday was a good day for me. i had an amazing day at work. i'm feeling more comfortable there now. after work i met up with meggles in west chester.. my job is like a block from church street.. market street possibly? next to the papa johns and the rat. anyways... er anyway.. i met up with meggles and we got some ice cream and walked around. then we went to her friend gabbys house to drop off a package for her. we were very proud we found our way there! on the way i had to pee so i peed outside the library in protest to their closing hours [5 o'clock my ass!] lalalalalalallalaaaaaaaa what happened next? cacioppo picked us up and we hung out in bennys and some other place and i got some cigs [yay] and then we met up with jack and tom. tom is the koolest kid. he's so genuinely nice and harmless. it's quite refreshing. uhm so yea it was a good time and cacioppo and i messed around and that was fun. and ladeeda.
saturday sucked and i'd rather not think about it. mini golfing. whoo. and tom, joe, jack, and i ate at the mall which was splendid.. ohhhh and i love jacks honda civic alot..
ok i'm bored of all this typing.
solidarity?!?!??!?!?!??!?! YES.