Feb 17, 2004 15:35
havent stopped by my live journal in a few days so im updating now so you can all keep up to date on my life. i know you like to know everything. hah.
where to start, guess with friday. the day went fairly well i guess. my three hour class got cancelled so i was out at 1130. that was nice. i was supposed to go see this awesome indie movie, but that fell through. wasted a night i could have been at home for. with the loverly hoola banoola. oh well. spent it with the darling ben instead. he really makes me smile. tried to go to bed early so i could get some sleep. that didnt work out either, but for lots of reasons, both good and bad i suppose. the good reason im beginning to question though. not sure i should have done what i did, but theres no going back now so i just have to live with it.
saturday i was up at 6 am with about two and a half hours of sleep. yeah, that was a good feeling. anywho, got on the 8 am bus home and spent the drive with 14 strangers watching the sweet and endearing movie "radio" with cuba gooding jr. wow, you should all see it, its heart-warming, even for a soulless person like me. got home at around 11 after learning that i couldnt drive my car because it would be illegal. so whatever, i spent the day sleeping on the recliner and it was soo worth it. after my nap i went to dinner with the rents at the always tasty margaritas in portland. if youre ever in town, you should so hit that place up. good mexican food. mmmmm.
wow sunday. nice day. holly and cake day. orange chicken that i never used to like really tasted good. i cant seem to find orange chicken in this odd place known as boston. but oh well, im over it. listen to holly vent, let me know she hasnt changed. i love listening to her talk, she always makes sense. i like hanging out with her, shes always making me listen to new music that ive never heard of. all should find Atmosphere, really interesting stuff. we made the most heavenly cake ive had in awhile. drank wretched screwdrivers. damn you gordons! oh well, gave us another thing to talk about besides me threatening her smelly little sister with a frying pan or with gouging out her eyes. hahah i am the devil. "rub you nub on my nip" gotta love three footed cats. i miss holly. its not the same to not see her anymore. love, im crossing my fingers for a post-spring break visit to beantown.
came back monday and began to cram for a world arch midterm. ugh, that went ok i suppose. the crit today went well too. discovered that i might perhaps be fairly decent at this here architecture thing despite my doubts. well see how things go.
so at this point im about to break down and admit defeat and get a calc tutor. ive never had to get help before and im thoroughly disliking it. feck feck shit feck.
well thats about it. not going to go into much detail about my thoughts because at this point, im still really unsure of what im feeling. man i dont like that too much. but atleast the sun was shining today and the worlds still turning and there are friendships that are growing stronger everyday. these are things to be grateful for. ill leave it at that.