well you canmark that one down as a mistake
i think i made a big mistake on friday/early saturday morning. i made myself vulnerable, putting the way i felt about a person out there. he took advantage of it and now im feeling disappointed and hurt. oh well, i guess ill have to get over it. ive got too much i have to do to sit and think about it all the time. he is just like all the rest...used me to fulfill his needs at the time and now doesnt give a damn. i guess i cant complain though, i have been doing the same thing for months now. it just still doesnt get any easier when it happens to you. atleast when i used them, i knew they didnt want anything more than i did. well, this is nice.
moving on, spent the night and early morning in the cybercafe with steph, had a pretty good time and got alot of work done. cant say i got to sleep much but i cant complain since shes pulled two all nighters in a row. shes become a nightwalker i swear. i really enjoy being around stephanie. shes got a good soul in her, even if she does seem like a bitch on the outward at times. she does it because she has to. but in reality, shes an incredibly sweet girl and i owe her for all the help shes given me in the past here.
today i had calculus with "stan." hes got to be the most retarded math teacher ive ever met. he angers me greatly. grr dammit grr. but atleast i got a 100 on my last quiz and got to bring my 58 on the first quiz up to a 75. whats sad, is that i had to copy many of the answers off of others to get my grade. yay. but im going to start going to a tutor now (even if i think it means im weak) so things are definitely getting better. i also had english where i spent all class discussing what we read and making wise cracks. ahhh enjoyment.
well thats all i suppose. i have a pile of work in front of me tonight too so i guess i should stop procrastinating and get my shit done.
love siobby
moving on, spent the night and early morning in the cybercafe with steph, had a pretty good time and got alot of work done. cant say i got to sleep much but i cant complain since shes pulled two all nighters in a row. shes become a nightwalker i swear. i really enjoy being around stephanie. shes got a good soul in her, even if she does seem like a bitch on the outward at times. she does it because she has to. but in reality, shes an incredibly sweet girl and i owe her for all the help shes given me in the past here.
today i had calculus with "stan." hes got to be the most retarded math teacher ive ever met. he angers me greatly. grr dammit grr. but atleast i got a 100 on my last quiz and got to bring my 58 on the first quiz up to a 75. whats sad, is that i had to copy many of the answers off of others to get my grade. yay. but im going to start going to a tutor now (even if i think it means im weak) so things are definitely getting better. i also had english where i spent all class discussing what we read and making wise cracks. ahhh enjoyment.
well thats all i suppose. i have a pile of work in front of me tonight too so i guess i should stop procrastinating and get my shit done.
love siobby