this song is about you
Not trying to sound self-centered or anything,
but I hope one day someone writes a song just for me.
Not some ballad of true love or something, just a happy tune about appreciation haha
To me, its the most personal, adorable thing anyone could do.
IVE COME TO SOME REALLY STRANGE REALIZATIONS LATELY
1. Living in Minnesota the rest of my life wouldn't be that bad, as long as it was in Minneapolis. Its a great town with so much to do, and as far away from that small town feeling that has been metaphorically kicking me in my metaphoric balls all these years. There are so many sweet small bussiness design places that I'm really interested in maybepossiblysomedaymaybe working at oneday. (?)
2. Music is such a big part of my life. I feel like I appreciate as much as I do my art. I know a preforming carreer is stupid hahah and I would never think about even attempting that, but if I could do something involving art AND music, that'd be great.
3. Back to the small bussiness thing....there's this design place in Minneapolis (a few actually) that create some really REALLY amazing stuff that goes on album booklets/premotional art/the cds themselves/merch. I've talked to my art teacher about it, she said to study illustration in college, which was my backup plan after animation.
4. Working in a place that combines the two passions I love MOST in the world would be a dream. To me, the feeling of seeing kids wear shirts I designed for a cool band (etc.) is as satisfying as seeing my name up on the rolling credits of an animated movie.
5. I feel like I'm letting myself down :( Not just myself I guess, but everyone. I've had this idea in my mind for so long that I was going to work at Disney and make awesome cartoons and have a house in California somewhere next to Maddie and it was going to be amazing. I'm not giving up on animation. I still want to learn how, I wanna be able to say I did, just because I promised myself I would for all this time. I feel like junk though still.
6. I'm definately growing up. I'm scared.
but I hope one day someone writes a song just for me.
Not some ballad of true love or something, just a happy tune about appreciation haha
To me, its the most personal, adorable thing anyone could do.
IVE COME TO SOME REALLY STRANGE REALIZATIONS LATELY
1. Living in Minnesota the rest of my life wouldn't be that bad, as long as it was in Minneapolis. Its a great town with so much to do, and as far away from that small town feeling that has been metaphorically kicking me in my metaphoric balls all these years. There are so many sweet small bussiness design places that I'm really interested in maybepossiblysomedaymaybe working at oneday. (?)
2. Music is such a big part of my life. I feel like I appreciate as much as I do my art. I know a preforming carreer is stupid hahah and I would never think about even attempting that, but if I could do something involving art AND music, that'd be great.
3. Back to the small bussiness thing....there's this design place in Minneapolis (a few actually) that create some really REALLY amazing stuff that goes on album booklets/premotional art/the cds themselves/merch. I've talked to my art teacher about it, she said to study illustration in college, which was my backup plan after animation.
4. Working in a place that combines the two passions I love MOST in the world would be a dream. To me, the feeling of seeing kids wear shirts I designed for a cool band (etc.) is as satisfying as seeing my name up on the rolling credits of an animated movie.
5. I feel like I'm letting myself down :( Not just myself I guess, but everyone. I've had this idea in my mind for so long that I was going to work at Disney and make awesome cartoons and have a house in California somewhere next to Maddie and it was going to be amazing. I'm not giving up on animation. I still want to learn how, I wanna be able to say I did, just because I promised myself I would for all this time. I feel like junk though still.
6. I'm definately growing up. I'm scared.