thoughts
Sometimes I wish I could let go of being this girl who tries her hardest, hangs out with the right group of people, and stays out of trouble.
I dunno, I think it's just the adventure of it all that I crave. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and all the stupid stuff we do together, but part of me wants to expirence that adreneline rush of doing something I know I'm not suppose to do.
I feel like I'm bored with my life. I wanna go to college and have the freedom to do whatever, with strangers I've just met.
I know I'm probably kidding myself. College will be just another routine. At least it's art college, and I can goof off and do a half-assed painting or something and it's still considered art (at least I hope it is)
I'm not the only one who thinks this way am I? I'm not the only one who has this weird intense craving?
I've been reading too many John Green books I think.
Theres this quote from the book To Kill A Mockingbird that sticks out in my head for some reason right now:
"There are just some kind of men who're so busy worrying about the next world that they've never learned to live in this one."
Make of it what you will, but that's how I feel right now.
I dunno, I think it's just the adventure of it all that I crave. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and all the stupid stuff we do together, but part of me wants to expirence that adreneline rush of doing something I know I'm not suppose to do.
I feel like I'm bored with my life. I wanna go to college and have the freedom to do whatever, with strangers I've just met.
I know I'm probably kidding myself. College will be just another routine. At least it's art college, and I can goof off and do a half-assed painting or something and it's still considered art (at least I hope it is)
I'm not the only one who thinks this way am I? I'm not the only one who has this weird intense craving?
I've been reading too many John Green books I think.
Theres this quote from the book To Kill A Mockingbird that sticks out in my head for some reason right now:
"There are just some kind of men who're so busy worrying about the next world that they've never learned to live in this one."
Make of it what you will, but that's how I feel right now.