Oct 25, 2004 12:32
so, ryan and i are cool. he and nera are doing great and she really is a sweet heart. he and i both knew that nothing was going to happen anytime soon so what kind of a witch would i be to even encourage him to miss out on something he should experience (being her). it's kinda awkward i guess seeing his mom and pop. i called him for our usual saturday, sunday, monday talk that we missed last week. i called him on sat. but, awkward once again, he was cruisin' with nera. it's cool though. nobody was doing anything this weekend. i was in trouble, luci was in cali, the only thing going on sat was tex' party but it was way outta the way. the spa-ghetti dinner was amazing. it turned out so much better than i thought. we mexicans pulled through and got her done. we raised $35 and had a hell of a lot of messy fun while we were doing it.
you know who you are. i got your comment and i really want to talk but nobody's ever home and we never see eachother, by choice or not! here's the deal, i'm done with it, whatever it was, and have been for a long time. you seem to be as well. something happened on sat night that speaks otherwise. it really pissed me off that you would think that of me but whatever. so, this isn't anybody's business but ours and i'm tired of dwelling on it when it's been tossed. since i'm pissed and you've given me the decision, i'll take the initiative and call you this week. we don't have school tuesday so, expect it soon.
as for school. i've been gettin' letters, just can't afford to leave home jsut yet. my parents brought me this far and thus it is my respondibility to take over my own life and where it leads. my act scores went out about 1 1/2 weeks ago and more letters came. as of right now, it's the u until i get some sort of financial base that can help me transfer.
my mogli: sunday has got to be the best time that i've had in such a long time! i was more than pissed that i missed fri. especially since i'm missing this fri. and because we won. i wish i couldv'e been there for you and for me it's my flippin' senior year! i need to update more often because these long entries get too damn tedious to read.
IF I SAID IT THEN SUNDAY WOULD'VE DEFINATELY BEEN D-DAY OR L-DAY I GUESS!
guero's was fun too!