THEIR HOME!!
WELCOME BACK KAIROS! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE GIRLS, ALONG WITH THE REST OF THE RETREATANTS, TOMORROW MORNING!
that is if i can get to school on time tomorrow! my mama has been outta town so i've been playing mom.
"eat your dinner" "get in the shower" "why aren't you asleep yet" "don't forget your lunch money"
yep, that was all me this week.
it's been pretty quiet w/o the girls, i hope they are having a tremendous time and getting to know everyone, mostly themselves. they posted the leaders for the november kairos and it is going to be amazing! i'm upset that i didn't get in on the october kairos, to get closer to the girls, but at the same time i'm kinda happy i'm going by myself. i'll have to get to know others and be even more grateful for my present friendships, if that's possible!
my bay-be's birthday was on wednesday! he turned 17! i was so excited. i bought him a gift on saturday in phoenix and then pretended like i was struggling for gift ideas. my reason was simply being a broke senior in highschool! i had planned on buying him something better but honestly i can't afford anything. sissy and i saw it and both said omg, that's him. but in a hat! so, the idea was to play off like i hadn't bought him anyhting and i'm a terrible, whatever i am, to him and then leave my card, his hat, and his favorite orange soda on his desk in mr. roger's 1st period. i would walk with him to class, do the whole hug tid bit, pretend to walk away, then watch his surprise through the window! well, i got to school way late and didn't get a chance to do anything but poke my head into the classroom, make fun of gabe right quick, and call him out of class before the late bell rang. he was happy, i hope. he never got his orange soda though. talk about a shitty b-day surprise man, especially compared to the circus we pulled off last year for his b-day. he had a bad case of the mondays though, even though it was wednesday, b/c his dad wasn't there. he didn't want to admit it, but i knew and he knew i knew. then, when i tried to cheer him up he wasn't having it, so i stopped trying and it, to tell the truth, pissed me off. he knew i was mad too. we have this thing where we both know and we don't say anything b/c it's nobodys business but ours and there's no point in saying what is already known. he said it got better though. we talked on the phone later that night and he apologized, as did i, and we found our silver lining for the day.
today was much better. we just held eachother every chance we got. we drove to the locker room and it was funny b/c, i'm sorry if you don't wanna hear this but i feel like typing it, we kissed eachother bu-bye and then we started to walk in our seperate directions and then at the same time we both stopped and turned around and said, "wait, gimme one more before you leave!" it was hilarious and it made my heart melt to know that he had missed me in that little time and we both admitted it in a cheesy, mushy kinda way. hey, we don't get like that often but when we do it's called for!
schs vs ths friday 7p
the grudge comes out friday
red sox vs the cardinals on saturday
texas vs texas a&m saturday
practice 8-12 saturday
my house saturday
the movies saturday
mikey's house saturday
church sunday
spa-ghetti dinner sunday
maybe i'll see you at one of these thingers gotta go meme now!
namas te (now you know what that means luc!)
Capi's Lil' Mama
that is if i can get to school on time tomorrow! my mama has been outta town so i've been playing mom.
"eat your dinner" "get in the shower" "why aren't you asleep yet" "don't forget your lunch money"
yep, that was all me this week.
it's been pretty quiet w/o the girls, i hope they are having a tremendous time and getting to know everyone, mostly themselves. they posted the leaders for the november kairos and it is going to be amazing! i'm upset that i didn't get in on the october kairos, to get closer to the girls, but at the same time i'm kinda happy i'm going by myself. i'll have to get to know others and be even more grateful for my present friendships, if that's possible!
my bay-be's birthday was on wednesday! he turned 17! i was so excited. i bought him a gift on saturday in phoenix and then pretended like i was struggling for gift ideas. my reason was simply being a broke senior in highschool! i had planned on buying him something better but honestly i can't afford anything. sissy and i saw it and both said omg, that's him. but in a hat! so, the idea was to play off like i hadn't bought him anyhting and i'm a terrible, whatever i am, to him and then leave my card, his hat, and his favorite orange soda on his desk in mr. roger's 1st period. i would walk with him to class, do the whole hug tid bit, pretend to walk away, then watch his surprise through the window! well, i got to school way late and didn't get a chance to do anything but poke my head into the classroom, make fun of gabe right quick, and call him out of class before the late bell rang. he was happy, i hope. he never got his orange soda though. talk about a shitty b-day surprise man, especially compared to the circus we pulled off last year for his b-day. he had a bad case of the mondays though, even though it was wednesday, b/c his dad wasn't there. he didn't want to admit it, but i knew and he knew i knew. then, when i tried to cheer him up he wasn't having it, so i stopped trying and it, to tell the truth, pissed me off. he knew i was mad too. we have this thing where we both know and we don't say anything b/c it's nobodys business but ours and there's no point in saying what is already known. he said it got better though. we talked on the phone later that night and he apologized, as did i, and we found our silver lining for the day.
today was much better. we just held eachother every chance we got. we drove to the locker room and it was funny b/c, i'm sorry if you don't wanna hear this but i feel like typing it, we kissed eachother bu-bye and then we started to walk in our seperate directions and then at the same time we both stopped and turned around and said, "wait, gimme one more before you leave!" it was hilarious and it made my heart melt to know that he had missed me in that little time and we both admitted it in a cheesy, mushy kinda way. hey, we don't get like that often but when we do it's called for!
schs vs ths friday 7p
the grudge comes out friday
red sox vs the cardinals on saturday
texas vs texas a&m saturday
practice 8-12 saturday
my house saturday
the movies saturday
mikey's house saturday
church sunday
spa-ghetti dinner sunday
maybe i'll see you at one of these thingers gotta go meme now!
namas te (now you know what that means luc!)
Capi's Lil' Mama