four more years (for school! duh)
so, no matter who you are for the election was pretty damn close.
neither is my fave but i felt that the right man won.
sure you may disagree but we can debate respectfully. my friend leah had a debate earlier that ended in bruised egos and tears. like i told her, if you can't discuss things w/o crying or getting personal than you shouldn't debate at all. do it respectfully.
i'm one to talk about respect huh. damn, i demand it but when it's asked of me and it doesn't feel right then i don't give it. elysse, lady we have got to be two of the most stubborn, hard-headed, grudge-holding mexicanas i have ever known! damn girl, this was round number two and i have a feeling that it was the last. it took too much damn energy to pretend like us not being friends didn't hurt me! you know, like i said, i don't even know what happened 1/2 the time b/c you would hear something that i did/said and you wouldn't talk to me, then when i heard what you did/said i wouldn't give you the satisfaction of me going to you. the breakthrough on halloween was awesome. you know, not that there was extreme emotion involved but that we were us again. i don't think that i've ever gone home happier. you know, ryan and i still talk but, he even told me, that it's not the same, it's f-in' awkward. it pissed me off b/c i called him the other night and we talked but he asked me a ? and i was answering him and then all of a sudden i heard him talking in the background and he was just like oh, wait can you repeat all of that b/c i wasn't even listening. wtf! i don't know if it shouldn't bother me but it did. it's not like i didn't expect things to get wierd, but like you said elysse. damn don't you hate it when you know someone's right but you just don't want to believe it until it's too late. we were both gonna get hurt. not only did i hurt him, i hurt myself, my friends and not to mention it's uncomfortable running into his parents. which i hate. it would have been worse though had i dated him and still thought about mogli. oh, do you know my cousin, she's a frosh, lowly vermon haha, but she's in that dance group that was supposed to dance at your homecoming 1/2 time i guess. anywho, her name is jennifer navarrete! may come off kinda bitchy, but don't we all!?
speaking of which, mogli and i had a huge breakthrough as well. we both are way freakin' complicated. he is so amazing though. sure he has his quirks. but apparently, according to him, i'm responsible for his maturity growth spurt. he's responsible for many things about me, which i wrote about and he read and i was incredibly embarrased and still am. i guess it's payback for the whole falling asleep on the car at the drive-in thing. god, that boy, excuse me, young man just amazes me. i love to just sit and watch him, listen to him, be near him period. it's gonna be damn difficult to fall asleep tonight b/c i'm thinking about him and our phone call.
luch, this ones for you. the other day you said that going on kairos would make me greatful for what i have and my relationships. i want you to know that that maid shit that i said the other day was just a joke, i don't really feel like that. i'm not trying to knock kairos b/c i'm beyond excited! kairos 173 baby! nobody better! but it made me sad b/c i dont' want me to come off as not appreciative for everything and everybody, of course there are those select, lucky few that don't count though. i love you, the rest of the mexicans, mi familia and the list is actually, contrary to popular belief, pretty damn long. i couldn't survive w/o you guys.
gotta finish reading a malgudi for a tiger para mi prueba manana and try to get to school early tomorrow to spend some time cuddling with my bay-be and getting my mind ready for the hectic day ahead...
namas te
papa g (as amanda calls me, i like it)
neither is my fave but i felt that the right man won.
sure you may disagree but we can debate respectfully. my friend leah had a debate earlier that ended in bruised egos and tears. like i told her, if you can't discuss things w/o crying or getting personal than you shouldn't debate at all. do it respectfully.
i'm one to talk about respect huh. damn, i demand it but when it's asked of me and it doesn't feel right then i don't give it. elysse, lady we have got to be two of the most stubborn, hard-headed, grudge-holding mexicanas i have ever known! damn girl, this was round number two and i have a feeling that it was the last. it took too much damn energy to pretend like us not being friends didn't hurt me! you know, like i said, i don't even know what happened 1/2 the time b/c you would hear something that i did/said and you wouldn't talk to me, then when i heard what you did/said i wouldn't give you the satisfaction of me going to you. the breakthrough on halloween was awesome. you know, not that there was extreme emotion involved but that we were us again. i don't think that i've ever gone home happier. you know, ryan and i still talk but, he even told me, that it's not the same, it's f-in' awkward. it pissed me off b/c i called him the other night and we talked but he asked me a ? and i was answering him and then all of a sudden i heard him talking in the background and he was just like oh, wait can you repeat all of that b/c i wasn't even listening. wtf! i don't know if it shouldn't bother me but it did. it's not like i didn't expect things to get wierd, but like you said elysse. damn don't you hate it when you know someone's right but you just don't want to believe it until it's too late. we were both gonna get hurt. not only did i hurt him, i hurt myself, my friends and not to mention it's uncomfortable running into his parents. which i hate. it would have been worse though had i dated him and still thought about mogli. oh, do you know my cousin, she's a frosh, lowly vermon haha, but she's in that dance group that was supposed to dance at your homecoming 1/2 time i guess. anywho, her name is jennifer navarrete! may come off kinda bitchy, but don't we all!?
speaking of which, mogli and i had a huge breakthrough as well. we both are way freakin' complicated. he is so amazing though. sure he has his quirks. but apparently, according to him, i'm responsible for his maturity growth spurt. he's responsible for many things about me, which i wrote about and he read and i was incredibly embarrased and still am. i guess it's payback for the whole falling asleep on the car at the drive-in thing. god, that boy, excuse me, young man just amazes me. i love to just sit and watch him, listen to him, be near him period. it's gonna be damn difficult to fall asleep tonight b/c i'm thinking about him and our phone call.
luch, this ones for you. the other day you said that going on kairos would make me greatful for what i have and my relationships. i want you to know that that maid shit that i said the other day was just a joke, i don't really feel like that. i'm not trying to knock kairos b/c i'm beyond excited! kairos 173 baby! nobody better! but it made me sad b/c i dont' want me to come off as not appreciative for everything and everybody, of course there are those select, lucky few that don't count though. i love you, the rest of the mexicans, mi familia and the list is actually, contrary to popular belief, pretty damn long. i couldn't survive w/o you guys.
gotta finish reading a malgudi for a tiger para mi prueba manana and try to get to school early tomorrow to spend some time cuddling with my bay-be and getting my mind ready for the hectic day ahead...
namas te
papa g (as amanda calls me, i like it)