Thanksgiving was fun~. I don't have much but I have all I need and am super thankful for it. \(=A=)/ I don't have many friends, but the ones I have are golden. Don't have much of a family, but my mom and brother are always there for me when I'm in a pinch (every day is a pinch =A=).
My dainty boyfriend R also visited for a whole week. We're a very boring couple and spend our time together browsing the internet in the same room and watching anime all day. I wouldn't have it any other way. ;/);
He seems to get along with my family well~. At Thanksgiving dinner (which, due to having it with strangers instead of my usual aunts and uncles, was the first Thansgiving I can remember that went without erupting into senseless bickering! Hooray!), all was well and the food was awesome. Except for my Disabledaunt, who (as usual) says the DARNDEST THINGS:
me: (well as long as R and I just chat by ourselves in the corner this party won't be so awkward)
Disabledaunt: *approaches R out of nowhere* When I first saw your picture I thought you were a girl :D :D :D
me: skjlgshhjklj
R: (°Д°)
oh u
But now the holidays are over and it's back trying to make sense of my life. orz
The job that I lost two weeks ago has never called me back to even tell me what is going on. I called several times on several phones (even cells!) and left several messages because I just want some CLOSURE, because "our company ran out of money, go home, I'll call you tomorrow and see whether or not we can be back next week" is not a note you can just end things on.
Then there's my uncle, who hasn't returned phone calls either. He was supposed to send my grandma's inheritance checks to me and my brother a month ago. No sign of anything.
People who don't answer phone calls or messages and just sweep responsibility under the rug and pretend it's not there are my biggest pet peeve. Even if you can't do something right now because you're busy at least give me TEN FUCKING SECONDS OF YOUR TIME to say it. =A=
I just wish I wasn't so damn poor that my current entire life was dependent on an inheritance check.
A few weeks ago I finally had a car and job and thought things would get better from there, but now I lost my job and my car might have to go with it. The people at my dealership absolutely suck (KIA is horrible, never going anywhere near their car dealerships again). Half of the people we've been communicating with have randomly quit within the past month. My auto loan application was fucked up because of their misinformation. Now I have the car in my driveway, but my loan was not approved, so I have a week to figure out where the hell to get an auto loan so I can keep the car (though I don't really WANT to keep the car because I have no job, no money to go anywhere or do anything, and I hate KIA).
Every time I plan to meet someone lately in hopes of being hired by them I get brushed aside for the holidays or in favor of other meetings, too. Santa, all I want for Christmas is a real job so I can stop being a miserable nervous wreck with no sense of security or accomplishment. ;A(\
At least Ragnarok Online is free now. \(=A=)/ I'll try to take it easy and see if things brighten up next week~