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Just spent all afternoon filling out auto loan papers. Didn't end well because apparently I need to make a deposit (that no one told me about before THANKS AGAIN KIA) that I can't afford. Might lose my car. It looks like it's true that the only way to get loan money is if you can prove you don't need it. =A=
I'm quickly tumbling back into the "I have no job so I can't get a car but I have no car so I can't get a job" loop that I've been stuck in for the past several years. orz
How does one even get out of a situation like this? I don't have any responsible relatives to turn to. orz I don't think the combined funds of my entire household would be enough for even just my auto loan's down payment. I have no idea how my mom's work is coming along, but the fact that she's suggested we live on $10 cash for the entire week is ppprobably not a good sign.
And it's freezing and wet outside I want a nap. ;A;
edit: oh god look at these recent entries i am pathetic
edit 2: i suck
edit 3: jesus
edit 4: AT LEAST I HAVE A STRONG HIGH PRIESTESS IN RAGNAROK ONLINE
I'm quickly tumbling back into the "I have no job so I can't get a car but I have no car so I can't get a job" loop that I've been stuck in for the past several years. orz
How does one even get out of a situation like this? I don't have any responsible relatives to turn to. orz I don't think the combined funds of my entire household would be enough for even just my auto loan's down payment. I have no idea how my mom's work is coming along, but the fact that she's suggested we live on $10 cash for the entire week is ppprobably not a good sign.
And it's freezing and wet outside I want a nap. ;A;
edit: oh god look at these recent entries i am pathetic
edit 2: i suck
edit 3: jesus
edit 4: AT LEAST I HAVE A STRONG HIGH PRIESTESS IN RAGNAROK ONLINE