I know, I know. It's been a long time ( Read more... )

I havent updated this thing in forever ( Read more... )

sarah just informed me that dana and her had to bring melvin back, due to him having 'wet tail' poor thing. sarah said they dont think hes going to live much longer. to melvin the hamster may he R.I.P ( Read more... )

( boredom brings me to this. )

This decision might just be the hardest Ive ever made ( Read more... )

i cant take much more of this not knowing, and of being THIS unhappy. who I appear to be on the outside is someone completely different on the inside, and i dont want to be that person anymore.i want to stop hurting people, i want a chance to do something FOR ME for a change. he means so much to me, and my &ands being pulled in a million directions ( Read more... )

i need to stop being so afraid, i need to be happier, i need to understand, i need to learn a lot, i need to stand up for myself, i need to stop being a bitch to the people that mean the most to me, i need to see whats in front of me and open my eyes, i need to do things for ME. I need to change a lot about myself ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im suffocating ( Read more... )

im very excited ( Read more... )

wow, I havent written in awhile, miss me ( Read more... )