my tears turn my eyes red, and my throat starts to swell
sometimes i feel like im suffocating.
like im getting closed in and i need to run away as fast as i can before it all becomes too much.
i feel like i dont care enough,
even though i really want too.
i feel like im not really living my life
and everyday is the same.
ive been sick since friday, and i havent been to school in forever, and i wish i didnt have to go back. american idol makes me feel better with some chocolate chip cookie dough on the side.
like im getting closed in and i need to run away as fast as i can before it all becomes too much.
i feel like i dont care enough,
even though i really want too.
i feel like im not really living my life
and everyday is the same.
ive been sick since friday, and i havent been to school in forever, and i wish i didnt have to go back. american idol makes me feel better with some chocolate chip cookie dough on the side.