I am alive.
I need to figure out how to get back into school.
I have a lot of worries about that.
I also have a lot of worries about my current job.
I want to move home with my mum.
I am an adult and I cannot do that.

My life will be better by the time I'm 30.
It has to be.
(Because I don't like the alternative.)

I have been so very busy lately, and, more importantly, I feel like I don't have anything of value to say.  That's basically why I've stopped writing here.  I used to have sadness and thoughts and things and now it just seems pointless to me, and difficult.  I think that's why I stoped writing poetry so long ago-I didn't run out of sadness, I ran ( Read more... )

I know now that you must fashion a home for yourself no matter where you are, as no one else will do it for you.  And you must fill it with the things that make you happy; for me, it’s books, movies, blankets and pictures.  It is a reminder of good times, and a comfort for bad ones.  It must be somewhere that you can always return in times ( Read more... )

Logan died on Friday.  He would have been 14 in April.

My mother said she heard some noises at 4 a.m. Friday morning, and got up to check.  It was Logan, and he couldn't stand.  His legs wouldn't work.  And then he just decided to lay down.  And then he never got back up again.

She called me at 8 am EST, as I was on my way to work.  I had about 10 ( Read more... )

The sky is Chris Pine's eyes-blue ( Read more... )

This place has finally become home for me.  It only took nine months...but it feels, if only a little bit, like home.

I was walking to the library today, and as I passed rowhouse upon rowhouse and examined the treeline, I felt home.  This has happened before...mostly as I'm driving through Valley Forge at sunset.  Just a beauty, a breath out where ( Read more... )

Okay, so....here's the problem ( Read more... )

There is just so much to worry about now. So many grown up things. And I keep trying to live my life well, and do well, and it seems that other things get in the way of me trying to be the best person I can be ( Read more... )

I think the severity of the situation just hit me like the proverbial ton of bricks ( Read more... )

I just read on this site that it has been a year today since Heath Ledger died ( Read more... )