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fucking boy problems. i am so fucking frustated with krzys right now, i dont know what to say to him! everytime i say, "oh yeah, thats like.........."i'm just always so wrong!!!! he doesn't respect my opinion anymore. seriously. when he brings something up and i put my 2 cents in, it just doesnt translate into anything. i am so angry. i honestly dont want to see him. we had a stuid converation about vacuums today and i told him whichone i preferred of the two he was talking about and he just picked the other one i swear out of spite or seomthing. hes not that kind of guy but it honestly feels liek things are going wayward! so i just fucking agreed with everything he said to end it. is this a test? does he want meto argue with him? i'm so confused! i swear he's testig me! i dont know what to make of any of this. why do i need to be tested?!!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!? this is fucked and i hate him right now. and wish i could just be single and not deal with this. there are soooo so so many fucking problems with us right now im not sure where to begin!! the sex is not great. he is bummed so often thinking about shit. he doesnt know how to have fun i think soemtimes. he gets so easily irritated by dogs. im starting to feel like hes not the one for me. why the fuck does this have to be so difficult?!?!!!! i iwhs i was in vancouver with kristine right now just enjoying life. i wish i could just call dad and ask him to pay for my flight but fuck. i might be crazy enough to rideshare all the way to bc. i want to get out of here!!!!