could you make it shallow so that i can feel the rain?
So Rachel, thank you for being incredible and being the one I know I can always trust to listen. =)
And this morning I learn that Sherri feels the same way as I do. Introverted, indifferent, antisocial, awkward, almost homesick. It helps that someone else is feeling this way. I'm sure the quick transition period has to do with some of it. I don't even have that much to say, it's just the same old shit. Usually these little depressive episodes are onset by stress or something that's really upsetting me. But there is no cause for this, which is what makes this time almost fascinating. Above all things I wish I could turn how I'm feeling into a poem...but I know I can't. It will just come out like all the others. Rachel says I should try to write something anyway, and I want to believe her but I'm convinced I just burned out really early in life.
Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that i can feel the rain
And this morning I learn that Sherri feels the same way as I do. Introverted, indifferent, antisocial, awkward, almost homesick. It helps that someone else is feeling this way. I'm sure the quick transition period has to do with some of it. I don't even have that much to say, it's just the same old shit. Usually these little depressive episodes are onset by stress or something that's really upsetting me. But there is no cause for this, which is what makes this time almost fascinating. Above all things I wish I could turn how I'm feeling into a poem...but I know I can't. It will just come out like all the others. Rachel says I should try to write something anyway, and I want to believe her but I'm convinced I just burned out really early in life.
Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that i can feel the rain