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Things to know about Euphie. Mostly headcanon, but.
1 ✩ Euphemia is bad with money. [Amat, Solace, Micro, Wake]
⟶ She's not terrible with it, in that she spends a lot and is greedy or whatever, but it's more a case of she is used to having more money than she has here and is kind of at a loss on what to do at times when it comes to managing. She works a great deal and isn't bad off on money really, but she often tries to give too much and ends up short on money for herself. It's something she's been gradually working on and getting better with.
2 ✩ Euphemia likes to cook / clean / do house-y things. [Amat, Solace, Micro, Wake]
⟶ Guh, since someone called me out on this and said I was trying to make her a barefoot and pregnant wife, I figured I would include this. Leeet me preface this by saying that oh my god no that is not what I'm trying to do. Euphemia comes from royalty. They might have been raised in a military family, but ultimately, they're royalty. They have servants and such to do all their hard work and whatnot. Euphemia never had any reason to cook or clean because people always did it for her.
Now, she comes to Atia and suddenly has to do things on her own. And it's not so much a bad thing as it is exciting. Here, she's able to do what she wants, she's able to learn to cook, and clean, and do all sorts of things because she has to. And it's exciting-- liberating, in a way. She gets a certain kind of pleasure from doing those things, because she's doing them for herself and for others, and there's a handful of independence that goes with that.
3 ✩ Euphemia has trouble saying no to people. [Micro, Amat]
⟶Fff, I realize this sounds kinda like she has no backbone, but it's not so much that as it is that she wants everyone happy. She doesn't have any trouble saying no to someone if they're propositioning her for sex and she doesn't want it, or she thinks it's a bad idea-- she might stumble over the wording a little bit and be kind of awkward, but she won't let someone push her into it. She's a strong person, but ultimately she wants to make everyone happy.
Part of the problem with that is the case with Giovanni, outlined below.
3.5 ✩ Giovanni and their...relationship thing. [Amat]
⟶ This whole situation is a huge mess and I figured I'd outline it here, as well as why she did what she did. As I stated in 3, Euphemia has trouble saying no, sometimes. Normally this wouldn't carry over to sex, but Giovanni was an exception. He was someone who knew Haine (far more than she realized), someone who was intelligent, seemingly kind, and wonderful to talk to. Euphemia really, really liked/likes him. Haine initially warned her away from him, saying he was dangerous and twisted and informed her how much he hated the man, but Euphemia didn't listen. This part is outlined in 4.
Anyway. So basically Haine told her to stay the fuck away and she didn't listen. They went out for lunch, and Giovanni asked if he could hold her. Euphemia wasn't sure what he meant by that until there was some clarification, and initially, her answer would have been no. It should have been no, and she knows this. It should have been a hell no, and she should have stopped talking to him, because there's something unsettling about him that she can't put her finger on, and now she regrets that.
The thing is? She doesn't want to let anyone die. Not if she can help it. I'm not saying she'd fuck a total stranger, because uh, no. Giovanni's someone she knows fairly well even if it was their first time meeting for a date or whatever that was, but she trusted him. Which most people might not think means much, but it did for her, because she honestly thought that all Giovanni wanted was to see Haine happy. She knows that Haine would flip if he found out that Giovanni and her had sex, but she assumed that Giovanni would only ask her if he needed the help. Which is exactly what she said to him after pointing out that Haine would hate this-- "If you need." It seemed that he did need, which meant that she couldn't turn him away. He's a proud person and she knows that, and the last thing she wanted to do was hurt him-- or Haine.
Either way, they ended up loosening their collars together (not full-out sex), and Euphemia was content with the knowledge that she had done something awful and she would live with that as her burden, kind of. Then Haine found out, and everything went to hell, because suddenly, Haine was furious at her for betraying him, and she realized that (after talking to Giovanni), she'd more or less only been a tool for him to hurt Haine.
What's more is that she was informed that Haine and Giovanni had sex twice, which is a huge slap in the face to Euphemia, who had just gotten yelled at by Haine, and lost their entire relationship because of something she did with Giovanni. Granted, she doesn't know all the details of what happened, but it's enough that she feels betrayed in a way as well, because to her, it's partially unfair.
4✩ Euphemia doesn't always listen. [Amat, Wake, Micro, Solace]
⟶ This is something that kind of pisses people off, mostly in Amat I've noticed. Euphemia is a good person. Unfortunately, she's also hellishly idealistic, naive and stupid at times, no matter how smart she might seem.
She has this thing where she has to find things out for herself. She has to be the one to realize these things that people tell her, even if it hurts her. She makes bad decisions frequently, and only sometimes do they come back to bite her in the ass. She's getting better about it, though, but it means that she's losing some of her innocence, or naivety, in a way, with each time that she finds out that people were right, and she hates that.
5 ✩ Sex is something hugely important to Euphemia. [Amat, Micro, Solace, Wake]
⟶ Euphemia's whole relationship with Suzaku is what I base most of this off of. Almost everything you see of them isn't a relationship where they spend all their time making out or whatever, even though CG coulda probably gotten away with it. Instead, you have a highly awkward, adorable relationship between two people- one who is on his way to being broken, and the other that believes that anything can be fixed. Their relationship isn't sexual in the slightest, imo. Which leads into the whole sex bit.
I think that Euphemia is the type of person who would place a huge amount of emphasis on sex and its meaning, to the point where she would want to save her virginity for the one person she wants to marry. It's kind of a romantic idea for her, something to take place in the future. Something that will be this wonderful, beautiful event, when it's time.
Ironically, her first time was with a Knight-- Flynn, [this is in Amat, mind you] while Suzaku was in prison, and she had a tight collar. It wasn't what she wanted-- she wanted Suzaku, because she loved and trusted him, but understood that he was imprisoned and there was little he could do.
Another big thing about sex with her is that she will not have sex with someone if:
A) she doesn't know them. (there are exceptions, see: Tamaki, Rook, anyone from an event, etc)
B) She doesn't trust them.
C) she doesn't like them.
D) If she thinks that they or she will regret it, or if she thinks it will mess up their friendship, then no.
Unfortunately a lot of people fall into that list so for a while she was kinda screwed (hur hur) on who she could loosen her collar with if certain people were busy.
5.5 ✩ More on Giovanni/Haine.
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Back to the Giovanni thing since this is kinda important. In the thread with Giovanni and Euphemia, where she confronted him about the situation and him telling Haine, after everything was said and done, she felt dirty. That sounds kind of dramatic, but honestly? Euphemia is a huge romantic, she really, really liked Haine, and Giovanni to a lesser extent, and places a huge amount of emphasis on sex.
When Giovanni basically tells her that he fucked around with her to hurt Haine, that whole experience is kind of ruined in a way. It's something bad, it's something hurtful, and it's basically saying that it didn't mean much of anything to him. It's everything that she didn't want sex to ever be. This is the same reason I won't do non-con in game with Euphemia. Non-con would so totally fuck her up that she wouldn't be any fun to play anymore, because she would never want to loosen her collar. Eventually, she might, with therapy and such, but that would take time, and I...didn't join Amat to play out that, haha.
But yeah essentially she regretted it, and the times with Haine, too, even though she absolutely loved those two times, awkward as they were. But since she had hurt Haine, those moments are kind of tainted for her.
6 ✩ Euphemia loves Suzaku. [Solace, Micro, Amat, Wake]
⟶ She's impulsive, she's a bit foolish at times, but when she loves someone, she loves them with all her heart.This obviously applies to Suzaku, and to a slightly lesser extent, a few other people in Amat. Suzaku is a huge part of Euphemia's life/world. It's teenage love, full of awkwardness and mistakes and dorkiness, and she wouldn't give it up for anything.
[Solace]
Euphemia is kind of at a loss on what to do here, because she's only recently found out that Suzaku is aware that she massacred thousands of people-- thousands of his people. Part of her wonders if he can ever forgive her for that, and the rest of her just wants to never ever talk about it again.
[Micro]
There's no Suzaku here, but Euphemia often feels like she's betraying him when she fixes her chip. She's only had sex with a man once, every other time has been with C.C. which is a whole other situation. Initially she was going to be played as heterosexual, but Micro kinda made that not happen LOL since for some reason like...she had no luck with guys, and tons of luck with girls. When it came down to it, she helped C.C. with her chip, because C.C. was familiar, C.C. knew her brother, C.C. was from her world. Euphemia half clung to the idea of something familiar, and C.C was just that.
[Wake]
Not much to say here since there's no CG cast and she's not had any canon-updates, so she doesn't know much. She's still normal Euphemia. She does have a vague interest in Aaron, but it's not really romantic so much as he's interesting and charming. It isn't quite clicking past that, with her yet.
[Amat]
Oh my god I could write an essay. Euphemia would do anything for Suzaku, short of killing/hurting someone. That's just not in her nature. But my god, she adores that boy something fierce. So much has happened in Amat, that it's just crazy to try and explain her feelings about him.
On one hand, she wants to be with him and only him, so much. This is the guy she loves, someone who she's had sex with, etc etc, and goddamn he's just super important to her. At the same time, she's realized what the saying "if you love something, you have to let it go" means. She's said multiple times to Suzaku that she loves him, and she really does mean it. Not that she's ever heard it back, which hurts far more than she would ever tell anyone. But if he's happy, then that's what she wants, even if he's not with her. If someone else can make him happy, then she wants him with that person, even if it hurts.
7 ✩ Euphemia is someone who wants to be monogamous, but cannot. [Micro, Amat]
⟶ Mainly because Micro/Amat's an RP and the whole point is to have lots of sex. In these games, though, it's hard for her. Not so much Micro since she's pretty much only sleeping with C.C., but with Amat? God. So much happens that prevents her from having sex with the same person over and over that it kinda sucks for her since she wants to just be with one person.
The thing is, however, she loves Suzaku. There isn't anyone currently that she loves to that same extent/the same way. Allen is someone she loves with all her heart, but they're more...super close friends, and have a hugely deep bond that's more trust than anything else.
Starscream says he loves her, because he doesn't seem to have a real concept of the idea of love, and Euphemia feels hideously guilty every time he says it, because she's reminded that she's having sex with someone who she doesn't love romantically. The whole Starscream thing started by accident, really, after an event that prompted them to have sex. There's mutual interest there, and she really does like him, but it's not love, not yet.
Ironically, Haine was one of the closest things to love that she's had, save for Arystar Krory. Haine was a bit awkward, but she loved spending time with him, loved talking to him, loved doing absolutely mundane things with him. She knew he could probably tear her apart if he wanted, but she's not scared of him. They saw each other every day for the longest time while she tried to help him get over his fear of women, and honestly, given time, she could have loved him. Not that it really matters now with the dramu, but yeah.
8 ✩ Euphemia wants children.
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Euphemia, to me, seems the type who would want kids. She's a terribly caring person who wants the best for everyone; kids would be an extension of that. Of course this wouldn't be when she's this old, derp, it'd be when she's older and married and all. I'd go so far as to say she would probably be interested in adopting too, after a while. Headcanon says that if she had survived and the world had ended up alright, she would have started an orphanage or something similar for the war-orphans.
9 ✩ Euphemia wants to believe that everyone is good.
⟶ Another thing that annoys the shit out of people, hahaha. When she first started in Amat, especially, she wanted to believe that everyone was good. Everyone had some good in them; they just need guidance. At least, that was what she thought at first. Now, she doesn't think that so much, but she still says it. She knows that some people aren't able to be redeemed but doesn't want to acknowledge that.
10 ✩ Euphemia is a touchy person.
⟶ Just what it sounds like. Euphemia is a person who takes comfort through touch, and doesn't always realize that some people she knows are not so big on that whole touchy-feely thing. She doesn't want to make people uncomfortable, but sometimes it happens. She's good at reading people for the most part so if she thinks they're uncomfortable, she won't be touchy, but she makes mistakes.
Hugging, holding hands, etc etc are all fairly common for her, and not always in a romantic way, nor does she really realize it can be taken that way.
11 ✩ Euphemia has no real interest in sex at this point. [Amat, Micro]
⟶ This is again, my headcanon as with everything else. I personally don't feel that Euphemia would have any interest in sex. Kissing, maybe, hugging and snuggling and such, oh yeah, totally. But an interest in sex? No, not really.
12 ✩ Euphemia's sexuality.
⟶ This is kind of complicated.
A) Euphemia is mainly heterosexual.
I say mainly, because as far as Solace and Wake go, she only has any interest in men. There is absolutely no interest in women past the whole "oh, such and such is pretty".
B) I say mainly, because in Micro and Amat, it's gotten kind of complicated. Euphemia, in Micro, has been sleeping with C.C. out of necessity. After all, Lelouch is the only person there from her world, and he's her half brother. At this point in time, Lelouch/Euphie will not happen. Euphie is not the type to sleep with people she doesn't know, so C.C. is her best bet, really.
In Amat, there's Akira. Akira is basically Euphemia's best girl friend, but what makes it complicated is that Akira is technically a man in a woman's body. Derp. Euphemia is half-attracted to Akira, simply because of months and months of knowing each other and being close and having an event that prompted them to start kinda fooling around. They stopped before it got too far, but Euphie's conflicted simply because Akira is a girl and Euphie's kind of confused how she should/does feel about it.
13 ✩ Euphemia's kinks/stuff Euphemia likes in the bedroom.
⟶Haha okay where do I begin. This list is directly copied from her info post at amat.
EDITED 3.16.10
List of kinks, total.
69- Hasn't ever been done IIRC, but Euphie's seen it mentioned lajlksjflk lmfao so she's curious.
anal sex- her only experience with this is LMFAO a hideous Atia-induced dream with Starscream and Soundwave of all people, and THEN RAIKOV TRYING TO DO THAT instead of- yeah. So basically she's like very D: about it but would, if someone led her through it, try this.
aphrodisiacs- Not so much a kink as something she doesn't mind.
asphyxiation/choking- I don't think it's so much on her part, but if someone asked her to and there were looong drawn out conversations about power play and they trusted each other, etc etc etc, she could maybe be convinced to lightly try this.
blindfolds- fff, she just likes them /o/
blow jobs- Another thing she just likes. Bonus points for mildly public places.
bondage- Will probably never admit she's so curious about this, but she's dabbled in it and has really enjoyed it.
creative sex toys- more just sex toys in general, but yeah.
creative sexual positions- she has a huuuuge thing for mirrors, lmfao.crossdressing, dirty talking, double penetration- LOL WILL NEVER EVER ADMIT THIS, but this ties into the threesome thing.
fingers in mouth- Everyone in CG has really long, pretty hands, so she's like *u*
multiple orgasms- Derp.
noise during sex- She's rather loud during sex, but her partner being loud, too, is like fff ego boost, in a way.
pegging- It's been mentioned, but fjslfjsk she's never tried it. There is serious curiosity, though.
phone sex- Again, something she's heard about but never tried. Would ultimately love it if she could get over the hilarity of it.
piercings- A few people she knows have piercings, and if they're done right, she finds them interesting.
robots/androids- LMFAO ISFLSJFK /SOBS QUIETLY
sex toys- Another thing she's curious about. She has one (1) sparkly pink dildo someone got her as a gag gift, and it sits unopened, for mockery should anyone find it. :(
sex with clothes still on or partly on- This is a big one for her, even if she doesn't realize it. Sheee really likes rushed sex, like "oh shit oh shit timeline, let's go!" and doesn't understand why.
slow or prolonged sex- One of her biggest things is she wants to stay in bed all day sometime and just. Lol laze about and have lots and lots of sex. It's not so much the sex she wants, but it's more a "oh wow this would be nice.
soldiers- /LOOKS AT SUZAKU
spanking- One of those that could go either way. She might be HORRIBLY MORTIFIED, or HORRIBLY TURNED ON or both.
strap-ons- Goes with sex toys |D
talking dirty- Not so much the insulting, degrading dirty talk, but stuff that points out what's going on, in a less than ~subtle~ or ~refined~ way.
threesomes- She doesn't get why she likes these so much, haha, but she dooooes.
titfucking- LKSfjsfkj sob, loves this, will never admit or suggest it.
topping from the bottom- Ordering people around, fyeah.
uniforms- /LOOKS AT SUZAKU AGAIN
voyeurism/exhibitionism- She will never admit this one either, but she has a thing for watching people, or being watched, on a lesser scale.
14 ✩ Euphemia is a terrible liar & hates lying. [Amat, Micro]
⟶ Seriously, I don't know how to stress this enough, haha. She is so so so so bad at lying. Terrible. Awful. She tends to wring her hands when she lies, and honestly, it's so rare that she does that unless you know her very well, you probably don't know that quirk.
Normally, she won't lie. She may try to omit the truth, but it has to be a hugely good reason for her to lie; most of the time, she'll lie about being alright, by saying she is, or saying something isn't bothering her when it is. She doesn't view these as bad lies, simply because it's keeping people from worrying about her.
15 ✩ Euphemia doesn't consider herself smart. [Amat, Micro]
⟶ This isn't to say that Euphemia is not smart because that isn't the case at all. Euphemia compares herself to her siblings a great deal, and because her siblings are some of the greatest minds in Britannia, Euphie feels a little bit inadequate when compared to them, especially when she does the comparing. Thus, she considers herself not very smart.
She got near perfect grades in school, though that's only through tutoring and massive amounts of work on her part, to make sure she got those grades, so her siblings would be proud of her.
16 ✩ Euphemia knows a few card games & how to pick locks. [Amat, Solace, Micro, Wake]
⟶ Headcanon derp derp. Popped up over in amat after some talking with people, and I thought it was kinda funny so it's stuck. Euphie doesn't seem like the type to really obey orders so much, or stick to what's ~*~proper~*~; headcanon says that she would play cards with the guards assigned to her, and the guards only knew games like poker and such. Same with students; something fun to do basically. She's terrible at keeping her face straight, so she simply uses the "o-oh, dear" face whenever she plays, and usually people catch on pretty quick. She can also pick simple locks, and keeps her hairbuns up with pins that help. Fox has taught her, in Micro, how to pick more stuff and do some other things, so woo~
17 ✩ Euphemia is terribly afraid of the dark and of being alone.
⟶ Besides the idea of those she loves getting hurt, being in the dark (and especially if alone is added to that) is one of her worst fears. Childish, maybe, but she keeps a nightlight in her room, or a candle, so she can always see at least a little. Chances are if you ask to turn it out she'll protest a great deal. She has nightmares frequently (Amat) because of all the gory, gross deaths she's seen on the network, as well as the awful things that she's done, and that she's seen in real life.
18 ✩ Euphemia reads a great deal.
⟶ Pretty easily explained. She adores reading and will spend most of her time doing it if she has a chance. She enjoys romance novels, though she'll also read mystery novels or scary ones too, so long a someone is there to cuddle after, pffff.
19 ✩ Euphemia knows French and English, a bit of Japanese and picks up languages easily.
⟶ I figure that someone anywhere near the throne would have to know at least one other language. She's fairly proficient in Latin, though there's tons of room for improvement. Neither of these are things that she would advertise in public, either. Euphemia picks up new languages fairly easily, but only because she works hard at learning them if she wants to. I figure she knows at least some Japanese due to being in Area 11 for a while; not enough to survive there, but...passable. French was a language she learned 'cause it was pretty. In Amat, she's learned Italian, and some German, too.
20. ✩ Euphemia knows how to clean guns / handle them. [All]
⟶ This is the girl who picked up a machine-gun and started spraying everyone with it, ahaha. Granted, it's not that hard to figure out-- point and shoot, chances are, if she can reload it fairly easily, and she's had the background to fly a Knightmare, etc. She can probably clean a gun. It's not something she'll advertise or be particularly proud of, but she can do it and understand the point of doing it, at the very least.
Aaand more info since this was posted in Amat. STILL A WIP.
CHARACTER SURVEY
» HEIGHT: 5'6''
» WEIGHT: ...Light. IDEFK.
» BUILD: Dainty and tiny and skinny, orz.
» APPEARANCE: See icons. /lazy.
» WARDROBE: 90% of the time it's a dress or a skirt. Usually in pink/white/light blue/yellow/light green. Rarely will she wear dark-dark colors.
» SEXUALITY: Heterosexual...ish. Iiiiish.
» TURN ONS: The kink list above + a tiny bit of dirty talk (not like "YEAH YOU DIRTY SLUT" but just. Talking. About what they're doing. eeer yeah.
» TURN OFFS: Hurting people during sex, being a jerk, people who aren't open-minded (to a point), sadistic people, uh. bad people.
» RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single. Baww.
» BIGGEST FEAR: Killing people / losing control of herself.
» BIGGEST DREAM: Being able to live back at home happily/peacefully.
» BIGGEST SEXUAL FANTASY: SUZAKU. LIGHTS ON. MISSIONARY POSITION. No I'm kidding, I don't even fucking know.
» BIGGEST REGRET: Killing all those people.
» BIGGEST INSECURITY: Her scars hahaha. She's convinced they make her ugly.
» GREATEST STRENGTH: Compassion.
» GREATEST WEAKNESS: ....Compassion.
» BEST SEXUAL EXPERIENCE: T-Too many.
» WORST SEXUAL EXPERIENCE: MFASJLASJFSJA RAIKOV RAIKOV RAIKOV
» DREAM DATE: Doesn't have one! Likes all romantic shit, sob.
» IDEAL PARTNER:
1 ✩ Euphemia is bad with money. [Amat, Solace, Micro, Wake]
⟶ She's not terrible with it, in that she spends a lot and is greedy or whatever, but it's more a case of she is used to having more money than she has here and is kind of at a loss on what to do at times when it comes to managing. She works a great deal and isn't bad off on money really, but she often tries to give too much and ends up short on money for herself. It's something she's been gradually working on and getting better with.
2 ✩ Euphemia likes to cook / clean / do house-y things. [Amat, Solace, Micro, Wake]
⟶ Guh, since someone called me out on this and said I was trying to make her a barefoot and pregnant wife, I figured I would include this. Leeet me preface this by saying that oh my god no that is not what I'm trying to do. Euphemia comes from royalty. They might have been raised in a military family, but ultimately, they're royalty. They have servants and such to do all their hard work and whatnot. Euphemia never had any reason to cook or clean because people always did it for her.
Now, she comes to Atia and suddenly has to do things on her own. And it's not so much a bad thing as it is exciting. Here, she's able to do what she wants, she's able to learn to cook, and clean, and do all sorts of things because she has to. And it's exciting-- liberating, in a way. She gets a certain kind of pleasure from doing those things, because she's doing them for herself and for others, and there's a handful of independence that goes with that.
3 ✩ Euphemia has trouble saying no to people. [Micro, Amat]
⟶Fff, I realize this sounds kinda like she has no backbone, but it's not so much that as it is that she wants everyone happy. She doesn't have any trouble saying no to someone if they're propositioning her for sex and she doesn't want it, or she thinks it's a bad idea-- she might stumble over the wording a little bit and be kind of awkward, but she won't let someone push her into it. She's a strong person, but ultimately she wants to make everyone happy.
Part of the problem with that is the case with Giovanni, outlined below.
3.5 ✩ Giovanni and their...relationship thing. [Amat]
⟶ This whole situation is a huge mess and I figured I'd outline it here, as well as why she did what she did. As I stated in 3, Euphemia has trouble saying no, sometimes. Normally this wouldn't carry over to sex, but Giovanni was an exception. He was someone who knew Haine (far more than she realized), someone who was intelligent, seemingly kind, and wonderful to talk to. Euphemia really, really liked/likes him. Haine initially warned her away from him, saying he was dangerous and twisted and informed her how much he hated the man, but Euphemia didn't listen. This part is outlined in 4.
Anyway. So basically Haine told her to stay the fuck away and she didn't listen. They went out for lunch, and Giovanni asked if he could hold her. Euphemia wasn't sure what he meant by that until there was some clarification, and initially, her answer would have been no. It should have been no, and she knows this. It should have been a hell no, and she should have stopped talking to him, because there's something unsettling about him that she can't put her finger on, and now she regrets that.
The thing is? She doesn't want to let anyone die. Not if she can help it. I'm not saying she'd fuck a total stranger, because uh, no. Giovanni's someone she knows fairly well even if it was their first time meeting for a date or whatever that was, but she trusted him. Which most people might not think means much, but it did for her, because she honestly thought that all Giovanni wanted was to see Haine happy. She knows that Haine would flip if he found out that Giovanni and her had sex, but she assumed that Giovanni would only ask her if he needed the help. Which is exactly what she said to him after pointing out that Haine would hate this-- "If you need." It seemed that he did need, which meant that she couldn't turn him away. He's a proud person and she knows that, and the last thing she wanted to do was hurt him-- or Haine.
Either way, they ended up loosening their collars together (not full-out sex), and Euphemia was content with the knowledge that she had done something awful and she would live with that as her burden, kind of. Then Haine found out, and everything went to hell, because suddenly, Haine was furious at her for betraying him, and she realized that (after talking to Giovanni), she'd more or less only been a tool for him to hurt Haine.
What's more is that she was informed that Haine and Giovanni had sex twice, which is a huge slap in the face to Euphemia, who had just gotten yelled at by Haine, and lost their entire relationship because of something she did with Giovanni. Granted, she doesn't know all the details of what happened, but it's enough that she feels betrayed in a way as well, because to her, it's partially unfair.
4✩ Euphemia doesn't always listen. [Amat, Wake, Micro, Solace]
⟶ This is something that kind of pisses people off, mostly in Amat I've noticed. Euphemia is a good person. Unfortunately, she's also hellishly idealistic, naive and stupid at times, no matter how smart she might seem.
She has this thing where she has to find things out for herself. She has to be the one to realize these things that people tell her, even if it hurts her. She makes bad decisions frequently, and only sometimes do they come back to bite her in the ass. She's getting better about it, though, but it means that she's losing some of her innocence, or naivety, in a way, with each time that she finds out that people were right, and she hates that.
5 ✩ Sex is something hugely important to Euphemia. [Amat, Micro, Solace, Wake]
⟶ Euphemia's whole relationship with Suzaku is what I base most of this off of. Almost everything you see of them isn't a relationship where they spend all their time making out or whatever, even though CG coulda probably gotten away with it. Instead, you have a highly awkward, adorable relationship between two people- one who is on his way to being broken, and the other that believes that anything can be fixed. Their relationship isn't sexual in the slightest, imo. Which leads into the whole sex bit.
I think that Euphemia is the type of person who would place a huge amount of emphasis on sex and its meaning, to the point where she would want to save her virginity for the one person she wants to marry. It's kind of a romantic idea for her, something to take place in the future. Something that will be this wonderful, beautiful event, when it's time.
Ironically, her first time was with a Knight-- Flynn, [this is in Amat, mind you] while Suzaku was in prison, and she had a tight collar. It wasn't what she wanted-- she wanted Suzaku, because she loved and trusted him, but understood that he was imprisoned and there was little he could do.
Another big thing about sex with her is that she will not have sex with someone if:
A) she doesn't know them. (there are exceptions, see: Tamaki, Rook, anyone from an event, etc)
B) She doesn't trust them.
C) she doesn't like them.
D) If she thinks that they or she will regret it, or if she thinks it will mess up their friendship, then no.
Unfortunately a lot of people fall into that list so for a while she was kinda screwed (hur hur) on who she could loosen her collar with if certain people were busy.
5.5 ✩ More on Giovanni/Haine.
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Back to the Giovanni thing since this is kinda important. In the thread with Giovanni and Euphemia, where she confronted him about the situation and him telling Haine, after everything was said and done, she felt dirty. That sounds kind of dramatic, but honestly? Euphemia is a huge romantic, she really, really liked Haine, and Giovanni to a lesser extent, and places a huge amount of emphasis on sex.
When Giovanni basically tells her that he fucked around with her to hurt Haine, that whole experience is kind of ruined in a way. It's something bad, it's something hurtful, and it's basically saying that it didn't mean much of anything to him. It's everything that she didn't want sex to ever be. This is the same reason I won't do non-con in game with Euphemia. Non-con would so totally fuck her up that she wouldn't be any fun to play anymore, because she would never want to loosen her collar. Eventually, she might, with therapy and such, but that would take time, and I...didn't join Amat to play out that, haha.
But yeah essentially she regretted it, and the times with Haine, too, even though she absolutely loved those two times, awkward as they were. But since she had hurt Haine, those moments are kind of tainted for her.
6 ✩ Euphemia loves Suzaku. [Solace, Micro, Amat, Wake]
⟶ She's impulsive, she's a bit foolish at times, but when she loves someone, she loves them with all her heart.This obviously applies to Suzaku, and to a slightly lesser extent, a few other people in Amat. Suzaku is a huge part of Euphemia's life/world. It's teenage love, full of awkwardness and mistakes and dorkiness, and she wouldn't give it up for anything.
[Solace]
Euphemia is kind of at a loss on what to do here, because she's only recently found out that Suzaku is aware that she massacred thousands of people-- thousands of his people. Part of her wonders if he can ever forgive her for that, and the rest of her just wants to never ever talk about it again.
[Micro]
There's no Suzaku here, but Euphemia often feels like she's betraying him when she fixes her chip. She's only had sex with a man once, every other time has been with C.C. which is a whole other situation. Initially she was going to be played as heterosexual, but Micro kinda made that not happen LOL since for some reason like...she had no luck with guys, and tons of luck with girls. When it came down to it, she helped C.C. with her chip, because C.C. was familiar, C.C. knew her brother, C.C. was from her world. Euphemia half clung to the idea of something familiar, and C.C was just that.
[Wake]
Not much to say here since there's no CG cast and she's not had any canon-updates, so she doesn't know much. She's still normal Euphemia. She does have a vague interest in Aaron, but it's not really romantic so much as he's interesting and charming. It isn't quite clicking past that, with her yet.
[Amat]
Oh my god I could write an essay. Euphemia would do anything for Suzaku, short of killing/hurting someone. That's just not in her nature. But my god, she adores that boy something fierce. So much has happened in Amat, that it's just crazy to try and explain her feelings about him.
On one hand, she wants to be with him and only him, so much. This is the guy she loves, someone who she's had sex with, etc etc, and goddamn he's just super important to her. At the same time, she's realized what the saying "if you love something, you have to let it go" means. She's said multiple times to Suzaku that she loves him, and she really does mean it. Not that she's ever heard it back, which hurts far more than she would ever tell anyone. But if he's happy, then that's what she wants, even if he's not with her. If someone else can make him happy, then she wants him with that person, even if it hurts.
7 ✩ Euphemia is someone who wants to be monogamous, but cannot. [Micro, Amat]
⟶ Mainly because Micro/Amat's an RP and the whole point is to have lots of sex. In these games, though, it's hard for her. Not so much Micro since she's pretty much only sleeping with C.C., but with Amat? God. So much happens that prevents her from having sex with the same person over and over that it kinda sucks for her since she wants to just be with one person.
The thing is, however, she loves Suzaku. There isn't anyone currently that she loves to that same extent/the same way. Allen is someone she loves with all her heart, but they're more...super close friends, and have a hugely deep bond that's more trust than anything else.
Starscream says he loves her, because he doesn't seem to have a real concept of the idea of love, and Euphemia feels hideously guilty every time he says it, because she's reminded that she's having sex with someone who she doesn't love romantically. The whole Starscream thing started by accident, really, after an event that prompted them to have sex. There's mutual interest there, and she really does like him, but it's not love, not yet.
Ironically, Haine was one of the closest things to love that she's had, save for Arystar Krory. Haine was a bit awkward, but she loved spending time with him, loved talking to him, loved doing absolutely mundane things with him. She knew he could probably tear her apart if he wanted, but she's not scared of him. They saw each other every day for the longest time while she tried to help him get over his fear of women, and honestly, given time, she could have loved him. Not that it really matters now with the dramu, but yeah.
8 ✩ Euphemia wants children.
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Euphemia, to me, seems the type who would want kids. She's a terribly caring person who wants the best for everyone; kids would be an extension of that. Of course this wouldn't be when she's this old, derp, it'd be when she's older and married and all. I'd go so far as to say she would probably be interested in adopting too, after a while. Headcanon says that if she had survived and the world had ended up alright, she would have started an orphanage or something similar for the war-orphans.
9 ✩ Euphemia wants to believe that everyone is good.
⟶ Another thing that annoys the shit out of people, hahaha. When she first started in Amat, especially, she wanted to believe that everyone was good. Everyone had some good in them; they just need guidance. At least, that was what she thought at first. Now, she doesn't think that so much, but she still says it. She knows that some people aren't able to be redeemed but doesn't want to acknowledge that.
10 ✩ Euphemia is a touchy person.
⟶ Just what it sounds like. Euphemia is a person who takes comfort through touch, and doesn't always realize that some people she knows are not so big on that whole touchy-feely thing. She doesn't want to make people uncomfortable, but sometimes it happens. She's good at reading people for the most part so if she thinks they're uncomfortable, she won't be touchy, but she makes mistakes.
Hugging, holding hands, etc etc are all fairly common for her, and not always in a romantic way, nor does she really realize it can be taken that way.
11 ✩ Euphemia has no real interest in sex at this point. [Amat, Micro]
⟶ This is again, my headcanon as with everything else. I personally don't feel that Euphemia would have any interest in sex. Kissing, maybe, hugging and snuggling and such, oh yeah, totally. But an interest in sex? No, not really.
12 ✩ Euphemia's sexuality.
⟶ This is kind of complicated.
A) Euphemia is mainly heterosexual.
I say mainly, because as far as Solace and Wake go, she only has any interest in men. There is absolutely no interest in women past the whole "oh, such and such is pretty".
B) I say mainly, because in Micro and Amat, it's gotten kind of complicated. Euphemia, in Micro, has been sleeping with C.C. out of necessity. After all, Lelouch is the only person there from her world, and he's her half brother. At this point in time, Lelouch/Euphie will not happen. Euphie is not the type to sleep with people she doesn't know, so C.C. is her best bet, really.
In Amat, there's Akira. Akira is basically Euphemia's best girl friend, but what makes it complicated is that Akira is technically a man in a woman's body. Derp. Euphemia is half-attracted to Akira, simply because of months and months of knowing each other and being close and having an event that prompted them to start kinda fooling around. They stopped before it got too far, but Euphie's conflicted simply because Akira is a girl and Euphie's kind of confused how she should/does feel about it.
13 ✩ Euphemia's kinks/stuff Euphemia likes in the bedroom.
⟶Haha okay where do I begin. This list is directly copied from her info post at amat.
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List of kinks, total.
69- Hasn't ever been done IIRC, but Euphie's seen it mentioned lajlksjflk lmfao so she's curious.
anal sex- her only experience with this is LMFAO a hideous Atia-induced dream with Starscream and Soundwave of all people, and THEN RAIKOV TRYING TO DO THAT instead of- yeah. So basically she's like very D: about it but would, if someone led her through it, try this.
aphrodisiacs- Not so much a kink as something she doesn't mind.
asphyxiation/choking- I don't think it's so much on her part, but if someone asked her to and there were looong drawn out conversations about power play and they trusted each other, etc etc etc, she could maybe be convinced to lightly try this.
blindfolds- fff, she just likes them /o/
blow jobs- Another thing she just likes. Bonus points for mildly public places.
bondage- Will probably never admit she's so curious about this, but she's dabbled in it and has really enjoyed it.
creative sex toys- more just sex toys in general, but yeah.
creative sexual positions- she has a huuuuge thing for mirrors, lmfao.crossdressing, dirty talking, double penetration- LOL WILL NEVER EVER ADMIT THIS, but this ties into the threesome thing.
fingers in mouth- Everyone in CG has really long, pretty hands, so she's like *u*
multiple orgasms- Derp.
noise during sex- She's rather loud during sex, but her partner being loud, too, is like fff ego boost, in a way.
pegging- It's been mentioned, but fjslfjsk she's never tried it. There is serious curiosity, though.
phone sex- Again, something she's heard about but never tried. Would ultimately love it if she could get over the hilarity of it.
piercings- A few people she knows have piercings, and if they're done right, she finds them interesting.
robots/androids- LMFAO ISFLSJFK /SOBS QUIETLY
sex toys- Another thing she's curious about. She has one (1) sparkly pink dildo someone got her as a gag gift, and it sits unopened, for mockery should anyone find it. :(
sex with clothes still on or partly on- This is a big one for her, even if she doesn't realize it. Sheee really likes rushed sex, like "oh shit oh shit timeline, let's go!" and doesn't understand why.
slow or prolonged sex- One of her biggest things is she wants to stay in bed all day sometime and just. Lol laze about and have lots and lots of sex. It's not so much the sex she wants, but it's more a "oh wow this would be nice.
soldiers- /LOOKS AT SUZAKU
spanking- One of those that could go either way. She might be HORRIBLY MORTIFIED, or HORRIBLY TURNED ON or both.
strap-ons- Goes with sex toys |D
talking dirty- Not so much the insulting, degrading dirty talk, but stuff that points out what's going on, in a less than ~subtle~ or ~refined~ way.
threesomes- She doesn't get why she likes these so much, haha, but she dooooes.
titfucking- LKSfjsfkj sob, loves this, will never admit or suggest it.
topping from the bottom- Ordering people around, fyeah.
uniforms- /LOOKS AT SUZAKU AGAIN
voyeurism/exhibitionism- She will never admit this one either, but she has a thing for watching people, or being watched, on a lesser scale.
14 ✩ Euphemia is a terrible liar & hates lying. [Amat, Micro]
⟶ Seriously, I don't know how to stress this enough, haha. She is so so so so bad at lying. Terrible. Awful. She tends to wring her hands when she lies, and honestly, it's so rare that she does that unless you know her very well, you probably don't know that quirk.
Normally, she won't lie. She may try to omit the truth, but it has to be a hugely good reason for her to lie; most of the time, she'll lie about being alright, by saying she is, or saying something isn't bothering her when it is. She doesn't view these as bad lies, simply because it's keeping people from worrying about her.
15 ✩ Euphemia doesn't consider herself smart. [Amat, Micro]
⟶ This isn't to say that Euphemia is not smart because that isn't the case at all. Euphemia compares herself to her siblings a great deal, and because her siblings are some of the greatest minds in Britannia, Euphie feels a little bit inadequate when compared to them, especially when she does the comparing. Thus, she considers herself not very smart.
She got near perfect grades in school, though that's only through tutoring and massive amounts of work on her part, to make sure she got those grades, so her siblings would be proud of her.
16 ✩ Euphemia knows a few card games & how to pick locks. [Amat, Solace, Micro, Wake]
⟶ Headcanon derp derp. Popped up over in amat after some talking with people, and I thought it was kinda funny so it's stuck. Euphie doesn't seem like the type to really obey orders so much, or stick to what's ~*~proper~*~; headcanon says that she would play cards with the guards assigned to her, and the guards only knew games like poker and such. Same with students; something fun to do basically. She's terrible at keeping her face straight, so she simply uses the "o-oh, dear" face whenever she plays, and usually people catch on pretty quick. She can also pick simple locks, and keeps her hairbuns up with pins that help. Fox has taught her, in Micro, how to pick more stuff and do some other things, so woo~
17 ✩ Euphemia is terribly afraid of the dark and of being alone.
⟶ Besides the idea of those she loves getting hurt, being in the dark (and especially if alone is added to that) is one of her worst fears. Childish, maybe, but she keeps a nightlight in her room, or a candle, so she can always see at least a little. Chances are if you ask to turn it out she'll protest a great deal. She has nightmares frequently (Amat) because of all the gory, gross deaths she's seen on the network, as well as the awful things that she's done, and that she's seen in real life.
18 ✩ Euphemia reads a great deal.
⟶ Pretty easily explained. She adores reading and will spend most of her time doing it if she has a chance. She enjoys romance novels, though she'll also read mystery novels or scary ones too, so long a someone is there to cuddle after, pffff.
19 ✩ Euphemia knows French and English, a bit of Japanese and picks up languages easily.
⟶ I figure that someone anywhere near the throne would have to know at least one other language. She's fairly proficient in Latin, though there's tons of room for improvement. Neither of these are things that she would advertise in public, either. Euphemia picks up new languages fairly easily, but only because she works hard at learning them if she wants to. I figure she knows at least some Japanese due to being in Area 11 for a while; not enough to survive there, but...passable. French was a language she learned 'cause it was pretty. In Amat, she's learned Italian, and some German, too.
20. ✩ Euphemia knows how to clean guns / handle them. [All]
⟶ This is the girl who picked up a machine-gun and started spraying everyone with it, ahaha. Granted, it's not that hard to figure out-- point and shoot, chances are, if she can reload it fairly easily, and she's had the background to fly a Knightmare, etc. She can probably clean a gun. It's not something she'll advertise or be particularly proud of, but she can do it and understand the point of doing it, at the very least.
Aaand more info since this was posted in Amat. STILL A WIP.
CHARACTER SURVEY
» HEIGHT: 5'6''
» WEIGHT: ...Light. IDEFK.
» BUILD: Dainty and tiny and skinny, orz.
» APPEARANCE: See icons. /lazy.
» WARDROBE: 90% of the time it's a dress or a skirt. Usually in pink/white/light blue/yellow/light green. Rarely will she wear dark-dark colors.
» SEXUALITY: Heterosexual...ish. Iiiiish.
» TURN ONS: The kink list above + a tiny bit of dirty talk (not like "YEAH YOU DIRTY SLUT" but just. Talking. About what they're doing. eeer yeah.
» TURN OFFS: Hurting people during sex, being a jerk, people who aren't open-minded (to a point), sadistic people, uh. bad people.
» RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single. Baww.
» BIGGEST FEAR: Killing people / losing control of herself.
» BIGGEST DREAM: Being able to live back at home happily/peacefully.
» BIGGEST SEXUAL FANTASY: SUZAKU. LIGHTS ON. MISSIONARY POSITION. No I'm kidding, I don't even fucking know.
» BIGGEST REGRET: Killing all those people.
» BIGGEST INSECURITY: Her scars hahaha. She's convinced they make her ugly.
» GREATEST STRENGTH: Compassion.
» GREATEST WEAKNESS: ....Compassion.
» BEST SEXUAL EXPERIENCE: T-Too many.
» WORST SEXUAL EXPERIENCE: MFASJLASJFSJA RAIKOV RAIKOV RAIKOV
» DREAM DATE: Doesn't have one! Likes all romantic shit, sob.
» IDEAL PARTNER: