It's been 35 days.

I don't regret anything that happened or what was said.

I only regret that I didn't speak up sooner.

I've learned a lot from this, and I can only be grateful for everything I've experienced.

I may still hurt, but I'm happy.

I wish I could just stop caring about this so much.

Last night Jeff came by and we headed out to True Love for a while. Afterwards we came back here and watched Monster. The movie was great, and Charlize Theron was incredible. I can definitely see why she won the award for that role. Jeff and I talked about some other movies that we'd seen recently, and then he went home ( Read more... )

I just finished registering for my classes.

I'm taking 13 units this semester (4 classes is usually 12 units, but ASL is worth 4 units for some reason) ...

Mon - 5:30pm - 8:20pm - HRS 181 - Contemporary Issues in Film (HRS 180 was full)
Tues/Thurs - 9am - 10:15am - GEOG 1 - Physical Geography (To meet one of my science GE requirements ( Read more... )

I haven't really been eating well (or at all) lately. Since Thursday, I think I've had two actual meals (both were fast food), and two Jamba Juices. That's definitely not enough food for that many days, but I just don't have an apetite right now. I bought food at work a few nights ago, but I couldn't eat it. I tried to eat a piece of cheesecake ( Read more... )

I've made my fair share of mistakes in my life, and I feel like there's been an over-abundance of mistakes within the the last 6 months or so. Last night, I took the first steps necessary to right some of those. It took a lot out of me, and I don't think I've ever felt as lost and vulnerable as I did last night. I also feel like last night was ( Read more... )

Sometime between being woken up by firecrackers exploding on the balcony and not being able to fall asleep because of the sounds of Jayme and Kenny having sex ... I cried last night, and I don't even know why.

Well, my 13-day stay in Montana draws to a close. In a little under 15 hours I will be on a plane flying to Salt Lake City, then transferring to one back to California. It'll be nice to be home ( Read more... )

Well, Kenny had his arraignment. Larry got a phone call this afternoon and spent nearly 3/4 of an hour on the phone with a juvenile probation officer. They won't be charging Kenny with family assault, because the officer feels that it would be better if he were given a psychological analysis and dealt with that way. They can/will detain him up ( Read more... )