sleep deprivation
i'm doing it again. forcing myself to stay awake when my body is obviously too tired to function properly.
this condition makes me wonder how many people who take sleep medication actually cannot get to sleep, and how many just need a way to force themselves not to force themselves to stay awake. medication is too easy to abuse. thank god i have already diagnosed myself with merely an aversion to sleep, and hence am in no need of sleep medication or therapy. i just need a reality check. heck, i am not even that good at depriving myself of needed sleep when compared to some people.
on another, at this point seemingly less important, topic: i am leaving for the gulf islands tomorrow. yay! i actually am excited about this trip, it should be a good time. for those who may not know, the gulf islands are the san juan islands except owned by canada.
well, i guess it is enough past bed time now, bye all!
this condition makes me wonder how many people who take sleep medication actually cannot get to sleep, and how many just need a way to force themselves not to force themselves to stay awake. medication is too easy to abuse. thank god i have already diagnosed myself with merely an aversion to sleep, and hence am in no need of sleep medication or therapy. i just need a reality check. heck, i am not even that good at depriving myself of needed sleep when compared to some people.
on another, at this point seemingly less important, topic: i am leaving for the gulf islands tomorrow. yay! i actually am excited about this trip, it should be a good time. for those who may not know, the gulf islands are the san juan islands except owned by canada.
well, i guess it is enough past bed time now, bye all!