i need no distractions for this.. and on a sunday night i can finally achieve that.

[outlawchickity]

so ive been wanting to update for a longgg time to just freakin vent but i waited till now cause i didnt want to say something i didnt mean because i was in a rage and have people read it and get all offended and take it the wrong way...

so i guess i thought i was A LOT stronger than i really am. i put on this like face i guess. and tell myself im

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but in the end i guess im better off. well, thats what people seem to tell me anyways

vicki fricken shaver, i honestly don't know why you would ever second guess yourself about that. you do forgive too easily, trust too easily, and several other things..but thats life, you live & your learn..you know? things come and go and things will change, but we can only take it as a learning experience and move on. i know your hurt by everything thats going on, and trust me..i feel hurt too. you know the situation is bad when your best friend is so upset she doesnt know how to fix things. and YOU KNOW ME, i almost always have a solution. well, what can i say. let's just work hard so we can get the hell out of here. seriously.

i cant even begin to tell you what you deserve beacuse honestly, idunno if theres ever gunna be someone who can live up to what you have to offer. its ridiculous that so many times your treated like cheat, yet you still get up and move along with situations that so many people would just give up on everything for.

all and all, assholes will be assholes. for future references, a girl should NEVER date a guy when he gets upset that she hangs out iwth her best friend. that clue right there shows the upmost stubborn & selfishness quality in someone which no one should EVER deserve.