I kinda miss pouring my heart out to this darn journal. Venting to no one... or certain people that you allow to read it... makes you feel so much better.

Overwhelmed. confused. annoyed.

Kinda the general feeling right now.

Maybe ill start writing here again...:)

so its been almost 2 years since ive actually written in here.. and nothings changed. i wrote out a huge entry and deleted it. Whats the point of writing it in here? I cant write exactly what i want in the off chance someone reads it and i cant write directly to certain people because no one has lj anymore! whatttts the point???

i want to go back to ( Read more... )

i love my friends. i love my family. the end

( siameseeee twins<3 )

so ive been wanting to update for a longgg time to just freakin vent but i waited till now cause i didnt want to say something i didnt mean because i was in a rage and have people read it and get all offended and take it the wrong way...

so i guess i thought i was A LOT stronger than i really am. i put on this like face i guess. and tell myself im ( Read more... )

another lj post written anddd deleted.

pretty much tired of complaining.

good night. ♥

you know how people say you have to fall sometime? or you can't be happy forever, something bad is going to happen eventually? well i guess i sort of knew that. actually i DID know that because its been proven soo many times in the past but i never want to believe it. everything was actually going pretty good for a while. minimal fighting, ok cheer ( Read more... )

i don't know if this is going to be me just venting... or if its just going to be my new kind of, outlook on some stuff i guess. lately A LOT of things changed. some that i didn't want to change, and other that were for the better and made me happier. this past month, month and a half maybe more have had more ups and downs than i could even imagine ( Read more... )

dearrrrr best friend-
life is all about ups and downs, holding on when the only thing you want to do is let go aswell as having fun, of course. think of how awesome these past weeks have been, they've been RIDICULOUSLY and amazingly fun. the nights at the park, the nights at the gym, the waterpark and astroworld, the carwash and even practice. now, ( Read more... )

so basically... this past week has been like AMAZING. oh and the weekend before(memorial weekend) was super SUPER fun as well. if u didn't know, me kay lenny and ted went to soak city and the park. yea some like 10 year old kid got a pretty nice view of my ass cause lenny and ted untied my bathingsuit. at the park everyone got a nice view of my ( Read more... )

this is gonna be mainly about cheer so if u don't want to here it then just don't read it ok. its simple.

its definitely one of those nights where you stay up all night worrying about something. thinking back on all the memories so.. here i go. for a while a lot of things have been really rough for not only me but my friends too. with all the ( Read more... )