no way
I can't believe it's only been a week! I feel so tired and old. I'm kinda depressed too. I need my own wheels. I need anything that goes. If you read this and you have an extra car, slide it my way. I'm too far in debt to afford my own vehicle right now, so I don't know what I'm going to do to get one. I think that's my biggest delima right now. A car to me is what the Black Pearl was to Capt. Jack Sparrow. It's not just a car, it's my freedom. I can go crusin around the coast whenever I want, and I don't have to worry about a thing. I don't know what else is eating me right now, but something is and I don't like it. Bah! I know what it is, but I know it's stupid. I like someone but I just pushed them away, and now I'm sorry for it, but I can't get in touch with them to let them know. I just learned that they're never gonna give me a chance because their mom wants them to, and that kinda makes me wonder if I really wanna be with them at all. I do, but I... I'm tired of being the one that's trying. I just want to find someone that wants to be found, someone that knows what they want. I know what I want, I want a friend that's a little bit closer than a friend, but only a little. I think right now I want to sleep.