Sunday Morning
It's the first Sunday since the PC weekend. I can't wait to get to the leaders meeting. I hope we will finally get some direction and some real assignments and responsibilities. I've had one of the roughest weeks of my life this week, and I know it's all due to the break-thru that's happening in my life. God is opening me to a whole new aspect of His Glory. He's preparing me to be able to handle a new and expansive revalation of His power and majesty. I've been going thru some outlandish spiritual warfare. I wish I could say I was a victorious warrior, but I was wounded and did fail... for a time. It took some surrender for me to be able to see the enemy clearly. I found my face in the mirror again. It's amazing how we can be our biggest challenge ourselves. I've overcome some emotional tidal waves this week, and now I'm at a place to accept God's new wine without emotional hype cheapening it. I also learned that there are people that look at me as a "good kid." I didn't realize there were any people in the world that naive. I'm human too, but to think that someone viewed me that way really encouraged me to BE that way. Imagine the impact if everyone saw a kid like me... funny, full of energy and life, intelligent-most of the time, and on top of that GOOD. Good being PURE and SINLESS. I'd love to be sinless, but I've sinned already atleast once today, and it's just now 7:16AM. I'm sure glad gramatical errors don't count as sins, or I'd be in huge trouble. I'm gonna go trade the smell of cigarettes, syrup, and urine for the smell of... dial soap? YAY, I love the shower!
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