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hello again livejournal.two posts in a year, what do you know.
had a rough past couple of days. yesterday was the first night ive been sober since holland passed. i felt like it was my first AA night or something, i went to an activity not based around drinking or other. going to bandmasters was actually pretty fun, i was really excited about going and seeing people and the band...gah im getting old. i saw some of my high school favs,gabe, bruce, matt T, joanna, ryan, sammy c, holzy, ming, devon, mike mccray, and of course abby. it was a good time, i was really impressed with the drumline, they kicked ass. its weird to think that thats what my life used to be 24/7, i regret not doing alot of things, and i really regret not keeping up with people the past few years. i got really caught up in myself and what i wanted, i neglected alot of the people who have been like family to me since middle school. but regret would be the wrong word to use because everything happens for a reason. it was really good though to go and get my mind off of things and be away from my normal scene.
Your horoscope - Today, October 21, 2007
Your tendency today is to escape into a land that is far away, Kelsey. This is your day to do it. Let your heart soar to the outer reaches of the next universe. Be careful, however, to not overindulge. Part of this feeling of needing to escape may be pulling you towards destructive, unhealthy behavior. It is crucial for you to not get sucked into large amounts of drugs and alcohol at this time.
i don't usually read horoscopes but how weird is that.
hello, im kelsey, and im an alcoholic.
haha. the end.
had a rough past couple of days. yesterday was the first night ive been sober since holland passed. i felt like it was my first AA night or something, i went to an activity not based around drinking or other. going to bandmasters was actually pretty fun, i was really excited about going and seeing people and the band...gah im getting old. i saw some of my high school favs,gabe, bruce, matt T, joanna, ryan, sammy c, holzy, ming, devon, mike mccray, and of course abby. it was a good time, i was really impressed with the drumline, they kicked ass. its weird to think that thats what my life used to be 24/7, i regret not doing alot of things, and i really regret not keeping up with people the past few years. i got really caught up in myself and what i wanted, i neglected alot of the people who have been like family to me since middle school. but regret would be the wrong word to use because everything happens for a reason. it was really good though to go and get my mind off of things and be away from my normal scene.
Your horoscope - Today, October 21, 2007
Your tendency today is to escape into a land that is far away, Kelsey. This is your day to do it. Let your heart soar to the outer reaches of the next universe. Be careful, however, to not overindulge. Part of this feeling of needing to escape may be pulling you towards destructive, unhealthy behavior. It is crucial for you to not get sucked into large amounts of drugs and alcohol at this time.
i don't usually read horoscopes but how weird is that.
hello, im kelsey, and im an alcoholic.
haha. the end.