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hmmm...am feeling ok at the moment. kinda comfortable
anger has been getting worse. much worse. almost getting violent at work. have been throwing pens and bashing things agains benches when i get frustrated with the stupidity of others. mothers day lunch i was so annoyed at the idiots working in the bar with me that i actually stood there and banged my head against the wall for a bit. stupid people bloody everywhere
mum's been sick for about 2 weeks now. she won't stop coughing. and i want to kill her. i wish she'd fucking shut up already. at least fucking go to work and die there, leave me alone at home. put down the fucking jigsaw puzzles and do some goddamn work or piss off out of the house
got moderately wasted last night at aimees bday party. kenny and karmen from work came, that was mad fun getting drunk with new people. i was loud and rowdy and had a marvelous time. i even managed to actually function at work at 8am this morning
bloody idiot boss has fucked up my rosters again. i stated CLEARLY on the availability sheet that i wasnt available fridays. he put me on for one friday, i left a message in the communications book saying "hey fucker, cant work fridays but ive arranged it with tafe so i can work this once". so, he's put me down for the next two bloody fridays. mother fucking cunt. its not that i cant work fridays, cos i can, i just dont bloody want to, and it just pisses me off that he's fucked up once already, ive corrected him in the book, and in person, and he fucks up again. dumb shit. fucking bloody stupid people fucking everywhere
on a high note though, was at work this afternoon and the restaurant blacked out for about 20mins. that was fantastic, cos i was in the bar and it was afternoon tea time, so we get a large crowd in for coffees about that time and we couldn't do fuck all cos the power was out. that was marvelous. no hot drinks at all. so there were 3 of us in the bar, and basically we got paid to stand around and laugh at the misfortune at the stupid fuckers running around trying to fix everything. the funniest moment though was, because nothing was working, all the waiters were standing around looking for something to do cos there was shit all to do, so the chef rings the bell for the meals up, and 5 waiters just run over to the kitchen pass through to get like 2 meals. hahaha suckers. oh god that was funny. serves those idiots right for being dickheads and hiring idiots to make my life harder. jesus the bar would be so much more efficient if it was only me in there
my god, i'm such a sadist. i just find it so funny that the restaurant keeps blacking out. like this was not the first time. it happened twice on mothers day when we were totally flat out, but that was only for a couple of mins. this was major. hahaha i love it. moments like these make me love my job
man, i totally thought i had nothing to write in here tonight, i just felt kinda obliged to update. turns out i was wrong
nite
anger has been getting worse. much worse. almost getting violent at work. have been throwing pens and bashing things agains benches when i get frustrated with the stupidity of others. mothers day lunch i was so annoyed at the idiots working in the bar with me that i actually stood there and banged my head against the wall for a bit. stupid people bloody everywhere
mum's been sick for about 2 weeks now. she won't stop coughing. and i want to kill her. i wish she'd fucking shut up already. at least fucking go to work and die there, leave me alone at home. put down the fucking jigsaw puzzles and do some goddamn work or piss off out of the house
got moderately wasted last night at aimees bday party. kenny and karmen from work came, that was mad fun getting drunk with new people. i was loud and rowdy and had a marvelous time. i even managed to actually function at work at 8am this morning
bloody idiot boss has fucked up my rosters again. i stated CLEARLY on the availability sheet that i wasnt available fridays. he put me on for one friday, i left a message in the communications book saying "hey fucker, cant work fridays but ive arranged it with tafe so i can work this once". so, he's put me down for the next two bloody fridays. mother fucking cunt. its not that i cant work fridays, cos i can, i just dont bloody want to, and it just pisses me off that he's fucked up once already, ive corrected him in the book, and in person, and he fucks up again. dumb shit. fucking bloody stupid people fucking everywhere
on a high note though, was at work this afternoon and the restaurant blacked out for about 20mins. that was fantastic, cos i was in the bar and it was afternoon tea time, so we get a large crowd in for coffees about that time and we couldn't do fuck all cos the power was out. that was marvelous. no hot drinks at all. so there were 3 of us in the bar, and basically we got paid to stand around and laugh at the misfortune at the stupid fuckers running around trying to fix everything. the funniest moment though was, because nothing was working, all the waiters were standing around looking for something to do cos there was shit all to do, so the chef rings the bell for the meals up, and 5 waiters just run over to the kitchen pass through to get like 2 meals. hahaha suckers. oh god that was funny. serves those idiots right for being dickheads and hiring idiots to make my life harder. jesus the bar would be so much more efficient if it was only me in there
my god, i'm such a sadist. i just find it so funny that the restaurant keeps blacking out. like this was not the first time. it happened twice on mothers day when we were totally flat out, but that was only for a couple of mins. this was major. hahaha i love it. moments like these make me love my job
man, i totally thought i had nothing to write in here tonight, i just felt kinda obliged to update. turns out i was wrong
nite