My obsessive personality strikes again!
I need to get over Twilight. Really. It's time to move on, Aziza.
Stop reading essays on how the series gives off a sexist message. (Though it's very true.)
Stop joining communities on LJ and searching for icons to express your love of Jacob Black and Jacob/Leah (Blackwater)
Stop re-reading certain sections of the books where Jacob is depicted in a bad light. (Yes, Jacob, you did some asshole things in Eclipse, but I still think you're ten times more interesting and complex than Edward, which made your wussification in Breaking Dawn more noticeable and depressing. I didn't/don't expect you to be perfect. You're a 16-year-old boy, who fucked up and you redeemed yourself by becoming mature. I loved reading about you.)
Woah. I just had a conversation with a fictional character. Scary. Where was I?
Stop imaging yourself playing Leah Clearwater in another movie instillation of the series. You're too short, and umm, African-American? (Hey, I can pass for Native American. Seriously. And if I ever had a chance to be a character in the series, Leah would be THE ONE. Particularly if they rewrite Breaking Dawn how I think it should have went -- Jacob and Leah ending up together, not some dumb Renesmee crap. I would LOVE playing Leah with those circumstances....especially if Taylor Lautner continues playing Jacob. Ummm….)
Stop looking for flair on Facebook. (Yeah Right. Not when I keep finding flair that has my exact opinions: "Edward Cullen? Jacob Black could totally kick that white boy's ass." FTW. How can I stop?)
Stop looking for reviews of Breaking Dawn. You know it sucked. You need people to agree with you? (Yes.)
*SIGH*
I was going to read plays during the break, practice ballet, learn some monologues. Now I'm a reluctant Twilighter. Damn.