Grandpal
I Know he's in a better place
and he doesnt hae to put up with her evilness anymore..
and I know he's ok now
he's not in a hospital room, lonely, wondering how much longer
how much more he can take
when he will see a friendly face
or eat decent food
He can smoke now and not worry about the effects
or hear my mom tell him he really shouldnt
if he wants, he can drink
and he's probably looking down
and laughing
pointing his finger.. saying SUCKERS!! lol
thats what I would be doing.
I HOPE he's not .
I hope he's forgotten about this place
He loved a woman that did not love him
not matter what he did
and now it's just chaos about him
my aunts do no want to go to his funeral
my nona (his wife) is being stubborn
and basically will not provide him a funeral he deserves
so people he knew can pay their respects
because she is that money hungry
and it's not just her fault
my family says that we can just have our own private funeral
blah. this is not how it's suppose to be.
but unfortunately it is.
...........
so i'll block this out of my head.
and learn from him my last lesson.
do not love someone so much that you can't see what they're doing to you.
Live your life.. MAKE IT A LIFE. don't let anything get in your way.
Do what you want!
. I can't help but think he was suppose to do much more!!
but she made him sick.
how he became sick does not match up.
I know she did it.
...........
My grandpal,
he'd do anything.
and he did.
and they just walked all over him!
so in Honor of him...
I will remember him as Noble and Loving..
Great!! Smart, Ambitious.
Always teaching.
Always Listening.
Funny! Generous and Sweet and Strong..
My Grandfather..
The Best
and Im so happy that he's happy
I miss him sooo much!
i believe though, souls can see eachother.. even when they're passed away
and that is why my soul is content. Because I know he's happy.