the whole new look

Feb 19, 2007 20:47

if you'd take a picture now from.. 6 months ago
everything is flipped

black hair, tanned.. smerky

not only appearance but attitude about alot of things, maturity.. new out look on life
total confidense.. a sense of why not and i wont know until I do it.

Im a buying a house.. this time it's a much nicer house that needs alot of TLC
so im flipping it

a relationship that is SO strong and actually going somewhere
a mind that is absolutely BURSTING with ideas and CRAVING to learn more about
anything that it can get its hands on

im so proud of myself

everything that i've set out to do. ive done it
when i question myself and didnt think i could, or that i could but i would fail..
i didnt fail, i opened myself up to it andsucceeded and now its a simple task
or when people close to me told me it wasnt going to work
bc they didnt think i was ready for it,
(mom)

say.. selling houses. ok, a yr a go i couldnt see myself selling ANYTHING.. a lot of people couldnt
either, too shy, too young, not enough determination..
I did it, very well too. Im not trying to get a big head.. I do thank GOD for everything
and i know Hes showing me things
... that Im more able of MANY many things that just have no idea

and i havent been doing them bc i always thought it'd be too hard or that i just couldnt do it
but now i KNOW if i put my noggin towards something
it'll get done

i think the best outcome of all this is that I completely trust myself
if I say I can do something.. I will do it. maybe a nightmare. but somethings you learn best from that way
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