Idiot.

[orangesprinkles]

Wow, I've gotta quit pretending I'm so blind, then sometimes I really do get blind. I just came to a realization. This is my test to see if I really love Mike. Duh. He's having all kinds of personal issues, and he needs to have some time to get his priorities straight. Well, sometimes I get a little impatient. All I have to do is sit back and be patient for him. Let him play around a little with some little slut, and then he'll see that I'm worth it because I friggin waited around for him to finish growing up. I hope I'm right, cuz I'm sick of guy hunting. I haven't seen any better, bigger catches out there than Mike, so I hope my patients can hold out long enough for him to figure out what's going on. We are still really young. Just graduated two years ago, and are just getting out into the work force full swing. I need to focus on making some money and putting it away for the future. Speaking of which, my hours are now ten am to eight pm... talk about raking in a little extra dough... My personal life is going to suck through this, but it already does, so maybe this will keep me occupied and away from my cell phone (so I can't call Mike). Must refrain from using the cell phone. He'll get uber irritated because I'll be considered borderline stalking. I would just stop talking about him, but there's nothing else in my life besides work, Mike, and the pain of having a cyst cut open. BOOOOOORING.

I'm a total fucking idiot sometimes.

Heh. Stupid.