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Parents need to die, or in this case, my father. He is a pain in my frickin' ass and I just want him to go away. Sometimes he can be really nice, and then others, he just doesn't get it. I'm going through a tough time now, and he doesn't seem to get it. He cannot comprehend what I am going through, so he isn't sensitive or say the things I need him to say. He frickin' mr. realist, and I just want to shoot him for it. (Not really, but you all know what I mean.)
As for my bad mood, it won't go away for awhile. Sorry, but deal with it. Don't bring up math, or college, or all the other crap that we have to do. Then I won't be a bitch....promise, well, not most of the time.
I guess I just need someone to say "This is your life. F***ing deal with it. Get over yourself and all your stupid drama and get real. This is not a soap opera, this is life." And I don't mean a friend or a parent. I know who to talk to, I just need the time to do it.
School doesn't have meaning anymore. It's not senioritis, cuz that would be a good feeling. No, this is like a what is the point kind of thing. I tried and I tried and I gave 200 percent and what not, but it hasn't gotten me to where I want to be. I guess I'm not good enough. (And if you say that I am, I will hit you, and that's the truth). Let me wallow in my misery for a bit. I'll get over it eventually.
And if anyone says that it's going to be alright, I will scream. You can't say it's going to be alright, unless you are in a worse off situation than me. I'll be the judge of that and I'm one bitchy judge. You'd have to have some sort of fatal illness to feel worse than I do. That's probably not polite to those who do have a fatal illness, but give me a break, I'm upset. So don't tell me I'm awesome or whatever....it'll make me feel worse, cuz I don't feel that way.
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As for my bad mood, it won't go away for awhile. Sorry, but deal with it. Don't bring up math, or college, or all the other crap that we have to do. Then I won't be a bitch....promise, well, not most of the time.
I guess I just need someone to say "This is your life. F***ing deal with it. Get over yourself and all your stupid drama and get real. This is not a soap opera, this is life." And I don't mean a friend or a parent. I know who to talk to, I just need the time to do it.
School doesn't have meaning anymore. It's not senioritis, cuz that would be a good feeling. No, this is like a what is the point kind of thing. I tried and I tried and I gave 200 percent and what not, but it hasn't gotten me to where I want to be. I guess I'm not good enough. (And if you say that I am, I will hit you, and that's the truth). Let me wallow in my misery for a bit. I'll get over it eventually.
And if anyone says that it's going to be alright, I will scream. You can't say it's going to be alright, unless you are in a worse off situation than me. I'll be the judge of that and I'm one bitchy judge. You'd have to have some sort of fatal illness to feel worse than I do. That's probably not polite to those who do have a fatal illness, but give me a break, I'm upset. So don't tell me I'm awesome or whatever....it'll make me feel worse, cuz I don't feel that way.
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