So I'm down here in Texarkana for the week to see my mom. Mainly so she can take me to my doctors appointment.  The boyfriend got a promotion at work and it's given him odd hours so he can't take me to my current few appointments.  I'll start rescheduling them to make it work.  I need to post haste because I can't stand being down here at my mom's ( Read more... )

I got back from my mom's house today.  I didn't get on the internet at all over there because I hate her computer.  I hate going down there because here I don't smoke and here and I had just quit and when I'm there she gives me cigarettes and I can't help but smoke.  So now I've been smoking and I just smoked my last one.  I'm gonna have a hard ( Read more... )

I have had it up to my eyeballs with my family.  They don't understand me and they try to start fights with me.  I have PTSD from being abused as a child and if I feel threatened or abused I go into a rage and that happened to me yesterday.  My mom's b-day was  yesterday and I went down to Texarkana to see her and my brother showed up too.  I said ( Read more... )