So I had an appointment with my meds shrink today.  I wasn't looking forward to it because she's new and she's a total bitch.  The last time I saw her I inquired about trying xanax for my anxiety and she basically told me I'd become a raging bloodthristy criminal, becoming addicted to xanax and killing people and selling all my stuff just to ( Read more... )

So I'm down here in Texarkana for the week to see my mom. Mainly so she can take me to my doctors appointment.  The boyfriend got a promotion at work and it's given him odd hours so he can't take me to my current few appointments.  I'll start rescheduling them to make it work.  I need to post haste because I can't stand being down here at my mom's ( Read more... )

I got back from my mom's house today.  I didn't get on the internet at all over there because I hate her computer.  I hate going down there because here I don't smoke and here and I had just quit and when I'm there she gives me cigarettes and I can't help but smoke.  So now I've been smoking and I just smoked my last one.  I'm gonna have a hard ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of these "above the influence" commercials.  I just saw one that implied that you are forsaking your identity if you smoke weed.  That pisses me off.  I grew up with weed and have smoked it off and on since I was in high school and it just so happens that it is part of my personality.  I'm not "compromising" my personality by getting ( Read more... )

Oh my FUCKING gawd!!!  The old lady who lives in the other half of this duplex is CONSTANTLY on the phone and she can't just have a normal conversation in a normal voice... she has to yell at the other person on the phone.   She is currently on the phone and she has been yelling and laughing very loudly for the last 30 minutes.  I can't see how she ( Read more... )